Rodertkarlsson Posted November 25, 2021 Report Share Posted November 25, 2021 Started lsd at age of 13 .no parental supervision from this point on.my love for psychedelics exploded.i got into mda,mdma,mushrooms, mescaline the real stuff, peyote, pcp,I shot,snorted, ingested & lsd eyedropper. I'm not glamorizing the toxic sick behavior. I grew up like a wild animal. What a waste of life. I began selling lsd& got busted in 1979 ,went to prison & put on terrorist watch list. My point is I never took psychedelics afterward. Have had hppd for 50 years. I'm 64 now. I still get harassment by feds. If it's not late don't ruin the rest of ur life. Ur brain will torture u till the end.my hppd seems to get worse as. Time goes on. Nice to be,able to share this.it gets lonely.i wish u all the best. Aloha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kynerer Posted November 25, 2021 Report Share Posted November 25, 2021 Have you tried any medications? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rodertkarlsson Posted November 26, 2021 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2021 Lots antisesure, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, antidepressants, add stimulants horrible side effects. Clamazipam helps. Acceptance is the answer. I wish u the best. Aloha 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MadDoc Posted December 17, 2021 Report Share Posted December 17, 2021 i hear you. I started taking psychedelics just short of my 14th birthday. I think I was a depressive kid and I notice I'd feel better for a while after dosing. Unfortunately, I thought they were the answer. I stopped when around the time I turned 20 (though the timeline now is a little fuzzy). 48 years after my first dose, I still have visuals though they're reducing as my brain ages which I'm grateful for. All we can do is the best we can do. I can't understand why the authorities would hassle you after you've paid the debt they handed you. I doesn't seem right. Take care of yourself and those around you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rodertkarlsson Posted January 6, 2022 Author Report Share Posted January 6, 2022 Aloha thanks for responding. Nice to know I'm not alone. I'm blessed as I live in maui a psychedelic wonderland.i spend most of my time outdoors .embrace the permanence of this gift.whatever u resist persists.im technology challenged. Mahalo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clean Posted January 7, 2022 Report Share Posted January 7, 2022 13 hours ago, Rodertkarlsson said: Aloha thanks for responding. Nice to know I'm not alone. I'm blessed as I live in maui a psychedelic wonderland.i spend most of my time outdoors .embrace the permanence of this gift.whatever u resist persists.im technology challenged. Mahalo hi did your hppd ever improve? say your visual snow? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MadDoc Posted January 7, 2022 Report Share Posted January 7, 2022 You are definitely not alone. We're all scattered around this planet, but we're here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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