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Hppd 50 years


Rodertkarlsson
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Started lsd at age of 13 .no parental supervision from this point  on.my love for psychedelics exploded.i got into mda,mdma,mushrooms, mescaline the real stuff, peyote, pcp,I shot,snorted, ingested & lsd eyedropper. I'm not glamorizing the toxic  sick behavior. I grew  up like a wild animal. What a waste  of life. I began selling lsd& got busted in 1979 ,went to prison & put on terrorist watch list. My point  is  I never  took psychedelics  afterward. Have  had hppd  for 50 years. I'm 64 now. I still  get harassment by feds.  If it's not  late don't ruin the rest  of ur life. Ur brain will torture  u till the end.my hppd seems to get worse as. Time goes on. Nice to be,able to share  this.it gets lonely.i wish u all the best. Aloha

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i hear you.  I started taking psychedelics just short of my 14th birthday.  I think I was a depressive kid and I notice I'd feel better for a while after dosing.  Unfortunately, I thought they were the answer.  I stopped when around the time I turned 20 (though the timeline now is a little fuzzy).  48 years after my first dose, I still have visuals though they're reducing as my brain ages which I'm grateful for.  All we can do is the best we can do.  I can't understand why the authorities would hassle you after you've paid the debt they handed you.  I doesn't seem right.

Take care of yourself and those around you.

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13 hours ago, Rodertkarlsson said:

Aloha thanks for responding. Nice to know I'm not alone. I'm blessed as I live in maui a psychedelic wonderland.i spend most of my time outdoors  .embrace the permanence of this gift.whatever u resist  persists.im technology challenged. Mahalo 

hi did your hppd ever improve? say your visual snow?

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