ferret Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 I've had HPPD for about three months. At one point I had thick visual snow constantly for a few days but now I don't get any visuals unless I'm in a dark place. Sometimes I can go into dark places without noticing any static but I'm not sure if thats because i'm used to it or not. Sadly I think I am starting to forget what a black room looks like without snow so its hard to say how close to normal my vision is (the static isn't as thick anymore when I do notice it). I very rarely get any visuals when I'm in a well lit place now. Anyways the point of this thread is that a few weeks ago I looked for visual snow in a really dark room and couldn't find any. At the tiime It made me very happy but I figured the snow would return (and it did). Most of the time I try my hardest not to look for visuals so I can't say how many breaks like this I have had. I didn't think too much of this experience at the time but I just realized that it sound like most people on here never get breaks in visuals like that. Do you get times when you can't find any visuals even in darkness? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morbide Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 Nope, i always see a thick intense layer of static but it almost goes away for a couple of minutes when i have a cigarette. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 I dream of a day I wont find visuals. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morbide Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 Same here, everyday when i wake up i hope that when i open my eyes, the static will be gone... If your symtoms are sporadic ferret i don't think it's hppd anymore, it's right there in the name Hallucingoen PERSISTING Perception disorder. Lucky you anyhoo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 I agree bruv I think ur done pretty much healed up Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 constant... the only time I have had even close to normal vision is after a benzo or when I dream Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morbide Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 Same here... They w.orld isn't as beautiful as it used to be Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted April 24, 2012 Report Share Posted April 24, 2012 Its like looking through a crap television set. I know I have hppd in my dreams now but theres no snow which makes me think its filter or visual damage Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ferret Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Well i guess that it is a good sign for me then. Hopefully it means that I will fully heal. I still have static quite a lot in the dark though. I hope you guys see improvement soon too. If i'm not mistaken I got HPPD about a month before 2Muchmandy so you might see similar improvements very soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Il keep my fingers crossed man. Im hoping this is just a big life lesson for me not a new way of life u know. Keep us updated ferret Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigron 7 Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 HI, everyboby on here new to this site,infact new to ever talking about my problems to anybody at all.This week ive think ive stumble across the answer to all my maddness i think i have hppd.Im 44 but my story started when i was 17,the 1st and only time i have ever had shrooms,with a few friends the next day everyone had come down except i was still trippin,i thougt it would wear of afta a week i had to tell my parents we went the docs. basically not much help. I struggled on for years i used to prey not to wake up in a mornin,things got so bad i was taken into hospital,were the did allsorts of tests and couldnt find anything.I was then under a psychiatrist for about a year who gave me dothiapene for a while these took the edge of then anafranil followed by largactil, but none of these took away the visuals.I still have these today, i have basically learned to live with these.except this last week i went on diet and took some tablets oxyelite pro. they have made me that bad its taken back over 20 years to were its unberarable again,hence why im on the net looking for anwsers and this looks like wot ive got is there,its a sad thing but im glad there is other people like me,is ther anyone who can help me find were i can go for help or give me any advise thanks for taking your time to read this cheers Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 welcome big ron... I assume you have stopped taking the oxyeilte tabs? Hopefully, whatever jolted your system, will settle back down soon. Did you have anything particularly stressful happen, last week? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigron 7 Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 no mate,only them has made me regress back Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nepuinthesky Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 welcome to the forum i recommend to stop the fat burner if you still using it. oxyelite has a lot of side effects also visual disturbances are reported by some. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ferret Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 HI, everyboby on here new to this site,infact new to ever talking about my problems to anybody at all.This week ive think ive stumble across the answer to all my maddness i think i have hppd.Im 44 but my story started when i was 17,the 1st and only time i have ever had shrooms,with a few friends the next day everyone had come down except i was still trippin,i thougt it would wear of afta a week i had to tell my parents we went the docs. basically not much help. I struggled on for years i used to prey not to wake up in a mornin,things got so bad i was taken into hospital,were the did allsorts of tests and couldnt find anything.I was then under a psychiatrist for about a year who gave me dothiapene for a while these took the edge of then anafranil followed by largactil, but none of these took away the visuals.I still have these today, i have basically learned to live with these.except this last week i went on diet and took some tablets oxyelite pro. they have made me that bad its taken back over 20 years to were its unberarable again,hence why im on the net looking for anwsers and this looks like wot ive got is there,its a sad thing but im glad there is other people like me,is ther anyone who can help me find were i can go for help or give me any advise thanks for taking your time to read this cheers I also got my problems after one use of mushrooms. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morbide Posted April 26, 2012 Report Share Posted April 26, 2012 It sucks to get it after so few uses... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigron 7 Posted April 26, 2012 Report Share Posted April 26, 2012 hi, morbide. what things have you found that helps you to reduce your symptoms Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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