TheGman6072 Posted August 25, 2015 Report Share Posted August 25, 2015 I have dp/dr plus the feeling of detachment but now I feel like that symptom is now on steroids. Like I said before, it seems like my mind has gone independent from my body. First I talked about I got in some kind of argument with one of my friends and it involved challenging to a fight. I'm glad I deleted the messages cuz I don't want to read over them again and get all depressed. I just feel like it's not even me doing this. I feel like I'm just watching helplessly from third person while my fingers keep spamming and it feels like the things I say are not even my words. Feels like everything I do or think, is not me. I have been in similar fights with my father and it made me realize that this is not new. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 25, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 25, 2015 It cut me off. Wasn't finished. I now can feel anger again. Before I wasn't able to feel any emotions but now I have regained the ability to feel anger and sadness. So I deleted the messages and I have cooled down but now I just can't believed that happened. I just woke up and realized that he never really did anything to me. I just want to forget this happened and hopefully me and him can get on good terms and be friends again. I'm literally pulling my hair out cuz I can't control this. ???????? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 25, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 25, 2015 And I just remembered that I even started spamming another one of my friends telling him to pass my messages to the guy I was arguing with. Jesus Christ I wish I didn't remember that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 25, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 25, 2015 Refer to the first one and then read this one Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 26, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 26, 2015 I think this is either severe dp/dr or maybe bi-polar disorder Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 26, 2015 Report Share Posted August 26, 2015 or maybe both...dont know but all that sounds a little wierd.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 26, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 26, 2015 Well after smoking weed yesterday and doing ecstasy earlier today, the feeling has gotten worse Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 27, 2015 Report Share Posted August 27, 2015 so just leave it at that...dont do any drugs for a while..its better for you and especially if you plan to go to school. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted August 27, 2015 Report Share Posted August 27, 2015 Yep, it's time to starting taking advice onboard. While everyone is different, alot of us here have made the mistakes you are now making and have massively regretted it. Weed, mdma, lsd, shrooms etc will give dp/dr to "normal" people for a time after use, so they are always going to have a strong effect on someone that actually suffers from dp/dr Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 27, 2015 I ended up getting the depersonalization and derealization after taking allergy pills (diphenhydramine) 3 nights in a row in early July but I think I might have had it longer than that judging by passed memories Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted August 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 27, 2015 All this shit started with smoking a little weed and then doing LSD as a freshman Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trip into hell Posted August 27, 2015 Report Share Posted August 27, 2015 just forget about drugs for a long time and maybe you will realize that you dont need them anymore..otherwise you can come back to them one day with another perspective and do microdosing to enjoy them...but at this point just give yourself time.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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