Missjess Posted February 20, 2014 Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 Ever since my dissociation got 10 times worse I feel like I have no face, and when I move my arms around I cannot sense any sort of connection to them at all!! Can anyone offer me some hope or what to do about this plz my head feels totally empty & I honestly feel like there is some sort of blockage going on..my head feels blocked. this is so scary and bizarre not sure I can cope for too much longer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd33 Posted February 20, 2014 Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 Got that too. Just think i do have a face. Its horror, i know. I have always had that weird shit.. also sometimes i think i am only a head with legs. Benzo calms me luckily if i didnt havr benzos i would not know how to deal with this things Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted February 20, 2014 Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 I know, I have the same. Even after HPPD/DP/DR. I think my consciousness has been expanded in a way. I feel in my body though so I don´t know why I got this still. Maybe I lost my "mask". It does´nt bother me anymore since all the other symptoms have gone. Let´s say I got a widescreen outlook on reality now *lol*. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 Shit!! It's horrible .....have u tried a kappa antagonist ??? Do u think it's from being highly dissociated ? I have this wide screen feeling too and I fkn hate it!! I never had this before a few glasses of alcohol and it's like my entire consciousness changed!! Fuk that! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 Got that too. Just think i do have a face. Its horror, i know. I have always had that weird shit.. also sometimes i think i am only a head with legs. Benzo calms me luckily if i didnt havr benzos i would not know how to deal with this things Omg so this is slightly hppd ...what I'm experiencing yes like u I find it impossible to deal with this!!! I've only had it for 5 or 6 days now and I have to resist the urge to fuking hang myself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd33 Posted February 20, 2014 Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 Dont do it. When i had this they prescribed me zyprexa and it was gone. Also lorazepam did help alot. Try to talk to a in drug experient psychiatrist.. tell how you feel.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 Dont do it. When i had this they prescribed me zyprexa and it was gone. Also lorazepam did help alot. Try to talk to a in drug experient psychiatrist.. tell how you feel.. U don't think I shud try jdtic ?? I will look up zyprexa.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted February 20, 2014 Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 I've said it before, but I still maintain that benzos would be warranted. I had an episode back in June where I was essentially in constant panic. A couple of days on benzos broke the cycle and allowed me to deal with my situation. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 I don't feel physical anxiety or panic but I do feel distressed about this symptom. I would rally like to hear from someone who has tried a kappa antagonist. I have the opportunity to do so next week but I'm scared shitless at the same time ...supposedly it's anti dissociative I will get benzos tomorrow when I see my psychiatrist Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted February 20, 2014 Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 In your situation I'd definitely give opioid antagonists a try. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 20, 2014 In your situation I'd definitely give opioid antagonists a try. Thanks...if and when I do I'll be sure to report back and let everyone know how it went! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blunderbuss89 Posted March 18, 2014 Report Share Posted March 18, 2014 If it makes you feel any better, my bad trip was mainly characterized by complete numbness in my face and limbs. For months afterwards it would feel like my hands or face were numb and "melted" into whatever I touched. Like if I put my hands in my pockets, it felt like my hands were being bound with my jacket or my face to the pillow etc... This symptom is now 100% gone. It took about six or seven months. Like everything else, the more I worried about it the worse it got, so I just tried not to think about it. Easier said than done, I know, but give it time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iHaveSeenEvil Posted March 18, 2014 Report Share Posted March 18, 2014 As stated directly above me, I had terrible experiences putting my hands in my pockets. It felt like I was putting them into an abyss of nothing and I couldn't figure out where I was putting them. It's impossible to explain but I'm sure you guys understand. My hands felt numb, or weak, or as if they didn't exist. THIS ALL WENT AWAY AFTER A MONTH OR TWO. I've had HPPD for 3 months now, and all the weird out of body and DP symptoms have vanished. I no longer feel like I'm about to float away and I no longer feel absurd body feelings, or any of that weird sort. =) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted March 18, 2014 Author Report Share Posted March 18, 2014 Oh thanks guys !! This helps a lot ! I think I've had hppd a few weeks now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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