Blue pixels

[miketusa]

Anybody get this? Its like tiny blue dots, bright blue, and not the kind you see in your vision when you look at the sky.

Like straight up blue digital dots that show up in my field of vision randomly or if i shut my eyes tightly. It been there for a while, long before any recognizable hppd, but it was very rare, now its happening a lot more, and its really annoying. I keep thinking it might happen a lot until its stuck that way. Really annoying me. Its probably from DXM, but im not sure. I've only done that twice. . .

[Jay1]

Could you be a robot?

[2muchmandy]

Iv had this with red ones. It comes and goes. This is one u really just need to tell urself theyr not there and ignore

[nepuinthesky]

sometimes i get these dots too. wwith eyes open only one and when i first close my eyes and move them there are a few more.

i think this are pressure phosphenes from moving your eye.

i got it mostly in the beginning but they are there from time to time

[miketusa]

sometimes i get these dots too. wwith eyes open only one and when i first close my eyes and move them there are a few more.

i think this are pressure phosphenes from moving your eye.

i got it mostly in the beginning but they are there from time to time

This would make sense, since when I put more pressure or strain on my eye they become immediately noticeable. . . Or am i not understanding that correctly ?

[miketusa]

Could you be a robot?

I have thought this many a time. I need the new software update that resolves user hppd issues I guess.

[nepuinthesky]

yes you understand corectly^^

its the same when you put pressure with your hand on your eye. sometimes moving your eye seems to do the same efect, dunno why.

[miketusa]

Sounds like more evidence of hppd being related to some sort of pressure in the body. Ive heard of people being temporarily relived of symptoms by having blood removed and messing around with blood pressure and so forth.

[2muchmandy]

I wondered about decreased blood flow to the head or something like that, explains all the pains etc and preasures

[Monkey_magic]

Wait twenty years till they can inject a million microscopic nano bots into your brain box to clear everything up. You guys are lucky your so young and medical science is coming on In leaps and bounds. When I got hppd I'm surprised they never just slapped a big leach on my forehead.

In reponse to your post though zero I get these wee monochrome coloured dots which consists of my field of vision (dark only). I used to see them tripping on acid so it's obviously just a shitty leftover from that. Doesn't bother me as such but it's a crappy reminder of acid I don't need.

[miketusa]

Wait twenty years till they can inject a million microscopic nano bots into your brain box to clear everything up. You guys are lucky your so young and medical science is coming on In leaps and bounds. When I got hppd I'm surprised they never just slapped a big leach on my forehead.

In reponse to your post though zero I get these wee monochrome coloured dots which consists of my field of vision (dark only). I used to see them tripping on acid so it's obviously just a shitty leftover from that. Doesn't bother me as such but it's a crappy reminder of acid I don't need.

I agree as it is a fairly shitty reminder. Seem to be decreasing the less I acknowledge them, or maybe they are decreasing generally so I acknowledge them less. . .

Either way, I've head them for awhile. Visuals seem to be decreasing or changing of late, not too sure though. My hppd is luckily purely visual and very mild, I think I went through a slight derealization period, but I powered through it quite quickly. So now, its really more of a mental block of me thinking im not what I could be or should be generally in a well being sort of way. I dont know though, im sorry yours has remained for so long.

[mgrade]

for a while there is was having maggotvision where these tiny translucent bugs filled my entire visual field, dancing symmetrically along with the larger autonomous glide of the amoeba-shaped water striders. ......luckily thats gone away

[Monkey_magic]

I get the symmetrical dancing dots mgrade moving in their prepatterned course. They used to make up my field of vision completely too (or it seemed it against a white background), their not as all encompassing now, id say theyre a third as much as they used to be, but my vs has got worse with them getting better. Some trade.

Id love to have 'just visuals' as perverse as that sounds. Lol. My problem was when i probs had mild hppd (the mental symptoms not visuals by that point) i kept caning it when i should have got help or at least stopped the weed and e. Then one day it was too late, basically my own fault.

[miketusa]

I get the symmetrical dancing dots mgrade moving in their prepatterned course. They used to make up my field of vision completely too (or it seemed it against a white background), their not as all encompassing now, id say theyre a third as much as they used to be, but my vs has got worse with them getting better. Some trade.

Id love to have 'just visuals' as perverse as that sounds. Lol. My problem was when i probs had mild hppd (the mental symptoms not visuals by that point) i kept caning it when i should have got help or at least stopped the weed and e. Then one day it was too late, basically my own fault.

Ah I got lucky in that I recognized what it was fairly quickly. And thankfully I am not the type of person that has any sort of real addictions or even real desire to do anything adverse to my current situation. It wasn't too hard to stop everything, though I have made the mistake of drinking a few times which permanently worsened my situation and added new symptoms. Were it not for that little dance with the bottle, I would be perfectly cured by now.

But like I said, I think I went through a very weird mental period. I remember looking at the sky and thinking it looked like something out of a pixar movie, and that it was more of a ceiling in a big room than the actual sky. But I sort of just dismissed it, and got over it. I always feel bad getting on here and complaining. My symptoms really could be much much worse. The thing that bothers me is. Is it good that they are mild? Or does that just means its on its way to getting worse? That gets at me a lot, but only time will tell I guess. . .

[2muchmandy]

thats what i wonder, some areas have improved, some have worsened. what going to happen but....time holds answers

[Monkey_magic]

I think you guys will just get better over the next year or two. The first initial 6 months are the worst (imo) so youve dealt with all its got to throw at you so far Without meds which is good goinsounds mostly like you guys main probs are visuals. i was in absolute bits mentally when it hit me.an absolute moonman. g. i dunno what would have happened with me if i had a inkling what was up with me. i knew i was mighty fucked up but in a way ignorance is bliss. i guess i always had a naive sense that if i can wake up with this shit then i could maybe wake up without i

[2muchmandy]

I kinda think that too sometimes, it makes me keep hope. I just worry cos my shit keeps evolving and changing, mentally i have wierd thoughts now and then but i mean im pretty much mentally solid. the worst part about my hppd is the fear of getting worse, like, my visions got a bit shitter cos of the snow and trails annoy me, edges wobble. text moves a bit, thats pretty much my bag so im kinda lucky

[ferret]

Those blue dots were the first visual i got after eating shrooms but I never got them after the trip.

[miketusa]

Did they go away? Ive had them for a while, and one would show up every now and then, no big deal. But now if I get up too fast, or put pressure on my eyes they flood my vision, then fade away. Kinda scary in a way.