I know i am typeing this is wrong, but ya i feel so too, I'm just a coward who is not able to do it, i really wanna end it all, but 2 of my attempts have just gotten me to the EMR . I hope hope god gives me a break and takes me away, i never hurted anyone , i used to rescue animals , i used to feed them, i never hurted anyone, i never wished bad to anyone , why me ? There are so many bad people on this planet who deserves so much bad, i would trade this hppd for a life in prison any day, i hope god listens to me and just takes me away , this is not a life worth living