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  1. Looking to static wil dont make it worser normaly if you dont use drugs it cant be worser i look to my visuals i have the feeling that if i look to much it wil geth worser buth it never happened so it wil never geth worser buth the first yyearmy brain was developing hppd so it was gething wors by time in the first years then it was going slowy better For meditation did make my symptoms worser and i did stoo it because it actived psydelics patterns buth how more you do it you can break to it and you wil geth stronger how harder you fight how stronger you geth And i saw lot of dreams in de beginning a lot of dreams that i was using and tripping in my dreams
  2. I hope they wil do something for us it wil be a big relief i hope there somthing that can reverse psydelics damage
  3. Yea its a light drugs kanna wonder how i wil react on it buth i am lucky i dont have anyiexty live is already hard witout a disease you think you can use it in long term you know we searching long term soulutions
  4. I dont understand my condition to and i think i wil never know what its happening now
  5. Oh greath i will try it to soon i hope it dont have negative effects on long term buth is it the money worth? buth if you use it like cocaine it most have a stronger effect
  6. Enjoy your beer i wil drink 2 weeks later
  7. For you all who smokes ciggarets and who have try to quit and who was succesfull and wat was the postive effect after 1 month i try to stopp now for 2 days its going good so far i think i can stop smoking this time and wonder how i wil feel me after a month and later so can you share your experience plz
  8. Try to take klonopin you wil feel more relaxed if you dont recover after so many years i better to use it there is no choice the best way to cure psygocial its to sport or to go walking 2 hours 2 or 3 times a week after few months you wil feel better like i go swimming fitness sauna walking outside its helping great i have sishoprenia to buth now i am in good condition last 2 monts txn to sport we need postive energie with naturaly way buth you need hard work for it i search for 3.5 years and at least i make progress
  9. Hi i use this medicin for about 2 months 10mgx2 and didnt have a bad or good effect i dont notice a side effect exept lower libido mostly all the medicine i try before didnt have serius side effect on me i am not a good person to compare because i am olmost imuum for medicens i have a different hppd symtomps in compare to others all my symtomps did develop and geth worser in the first year after 2 year did geth better and the 3 year its lot better buth its go so slowy
  10. I counted and i found 20 syptoms that i have in totaly together in my peak of my disease buth after 3 and half years am doing good the last month for the first time i puted lot of hard work behind it i wil push more to geth everything normal again keep fighting and find your way to beat it from 4 sides psygocical sport healty food and medication and one day it wil be time to close to cure keep fighting and keep pushing never accept it dont give over if you want advice mail me
  11. I wonder to how this stuff work on hppd dp dr i want to try this to buth i want first try kanna
  12. I think to key to geth cured to find a naturaly way to geth huge amounts of geth relaxed or feel postive energy and positive emotions i didnt find a way to reach that yet there are different ways to find a cure we need to work hard and dont start quikly to use benzos if it cant witout it Now we know how lucky we are when we was healty we did the things we know that give a good feeling, emotions witout using drugs now i gething relax or postive feeling or emotions when i dont expect that buth when i want that i dont geth it buth i like to try new things new trails i learn today i need to geth face to face when my symptoms geth wors like when i am walking outside and need to think deeply whats causing my syptoms and filtering a lot of emotions and thougts and remembering the healty days in the past i have a personalty that i cant accept my disease and that i wil keep fighting until its over buth i am not a scienthis so i hope i will study in the future to understand beter whats and why this beeing happening so now i have a new purpose to geth back my old live every budy wants that after gething sick buth wil dreaming to and trying to lead a good life i had a dream when was healty buth i choosed always to wrong way and now at this moment it dont wil came out Good luck
  13. I dont see any effect of keppra 2x 500mg at a day for 1.5month and i dont feel any side effect buth and after stopping klonopin it was hard en when it was over 2 of my main symptom geth back to the first day this two syptoms are: when i look to sombody face its freezing for 2 seconds and when i hear sounds or voices from people i hear it strange or i hear a after sounds somtimes 2 times or more from time to time what sould i do stop or continue ? I take tumeric powerder an black peper with olive oil now a month in a row damn no effect all supplements until now with no effect i ruined my life with mushrooms life was so good witout this disease buth i didnt knew this when you want always more its very risky you can loose what you already have in your hands when i look back in the future i was enjoying life buth i didnt think about that
  14. I quited klonopin for 15 days it was very hard the first 13 days even i was on low dose benzo wil geth you adicted soon when you feel not the same effect on your dose i reccomend to stop benzos i dont know if its over the withdrwal i hope. i am doing good the last 2 days hope that its over. I was on 0.25mg for 8monts now if i feel bad i wil take 0.17,5 mg
  15. Yes i try that for 3 weeks 10 drops at a day buth didnt have any mood or visual effect buth every body is diffirent i buy it from dixi botanical for 40 bucks
  16. Me to dont have a effect buth i am more relax so i give less attention to my visuals
  17. Did some of any body tryed drugs called kanna you can buy it in the nederlands its like ssri lifts your mood and its legal and have a sedative effect like a benzo and in high doses effeuric and its not adicted and mayby its safe for hppd suffers i dont know if its can order it world wide and its not a halugenic i will try it soon
  18. My psycian call it drugs psygosis beside that i have hppd dp dr i lost my good emotion my pasion for music and cant enjoy life any like before its been passed 3.5 years still have hard time lot of stress feel negative feelings thoughts psydelics hit you hard if that happens bad luck i used anti psygotics for 3,5 years now because i geth crazy witout it if you can live witout it its good because they did my hppd worser with time its take also take the good tings out of your life buth if you want to take anti pygotics it wil take out of some halunisations i saw faces to before now not so much any more you can try low doses i tooked invega risperdal and now deanxit i started keppra for a mont still dont notice a good effect try wallnuts it have a positive effect on the brain i notice that after eating 1 month a handfull its was the only nut thats helped me i did try many supplements nothing did helped me now i trying omega 3 6 9 oil and tumeric powder for a mont buth dont notice any effect and i did have good effect with melatonine 6mg after 3 monts for hppd and i end my drugs use after a intense bad trip from shrooms mayby i have ptsd and you to mayby venlafaxine seems to tread ptsd buth i didnt try that yeth i did 5 weeks of fitness trail jogging and runing totaly one hour at a day after 5 weeks didnt notice a a good effect buth every one its different and reacht different the best is try geth o normal live go do somthing with friends and have job and dont think about your disease its the best way better then all medication the key to succes its to find a way to relax and dont think about your disease
  19. I did drink today again 3beers i notice temporly improvment every time in hppd dp dr depression and littel relaxing and clearer head its easyer to stop klonopin when you drink alcohol buth with causion
  20. Klonopin is very addictif i try to quit for 10 days its very hard even when i was on low dose 0,25mg for 8 monts it better that i quit this stuff before its geth out of control i drink 2 beers and its better then klonopin or any other medicine i took until now
  21. No i dont geth to drunk or gething worse the day after its the only thing that i geth a littel relax gething relaxing is very important for me The problem is i use 4 medications anti pysgotic anti depresifs keppra and i am adicted to klonopin even when i use always low dose i try to quit for 10 days now still feel worse buth i geth breath when i drink beers
  22. I want ask wil i have negative effect in long term if i continu drinking 2 beers 3 time at a week for hppd dp dr and i am littel psygotic my syptoms disepear when i drink for 6 hours and in my head its calm
  23. Physical i have no emotions any more or very littel
  24. Its like this there is now out hppd dp dr depresion one way in no way out battel of three year sadness no enjoyment any more this drugs make you suffer useless pain this pain dont make you harder just feeling this disorder thinking noting else i want geth out of this trying every thing to geth out of this feeling and disorder keep fighting mayby you find the way out if you find the way out you beat the hardest challenge
  25. I did a eng test they didint find any thing wat cause my symptoms
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