WuWei

That's what I thought. I don't like stumulants but I wanted to be able to go back to school, and I honestly don't see that happening right now. The brain fog and DP/DR stuff seems to go in cycles. Klonopin is the only thing that seems to help, but not with the brain fog... I am also prone to panic attacks so maybe adderall isn't a good option. I've been panic attack free for almost a year or so now, and I don't want to get back to that. Makes life not even worth living on top of everything else. I guess I'll just ride it our and see what happens. I can't believe this is what my life has become. I try to stay positive, and at times I almost feel "normal", then all this crap cycles through again and I feel like a burned-out junkie. Stress at work seems to trigger the bad symptoms.

Anybody there?

Anyone have any luck with this stuff? The brain fog seems to be getting worse lately. It's interfering with me doing my job. DP/DR is worse too. I want to go back to school, but I'm concerned with my ability to do the schooling, and more so my ability to perform the job once I graduate. If I don't get any better I'm considering staying where I'm at for work, even though I hate it, makes me sick and makes my symptoms worse. I make enough money to live on and I'm vested in the retirement program. I'm not sure what to do. I'm considering trying a script for Adderall, as I've heard it might be of some help. I'm at my wit's end here. I feel like I'm backed into a corner.