Hey guys am I glad to find this site? I'm a 36 year old guy and I developed hppd when I was a couple of months away from my 21st birthday. The thing is I just discovered hppd was an actual thing and other people suffered from it in the last six months. From say 16 till my hppd hit me at 20 I took a fair amount of LSD, mushrooms, weed etc, you get the picture. Although I credit MDMA as the actual drug that done the real damage in the last 3 or 4 months till one day after an E tablet I woke up with full blown hppd. (visuals, severe dp/dr, depression) .It has differed in intensity over the years, I was put on Prozac 8 months after I first got it and I responded well not knowing what the hell was wrong with me, just that mentally I was far from 'normal'. With the Ssri and exercise I had it if not on the ropes then pushed back a fair bit. Allthough i was far from 100% life was bearable. Years later it caught up with me again though after a build up of stress and various other things, although I dunno if it was that or just the Prozac 'pooping out' on me as I've heard.
I've recently got a psychiatrist because I've been really struggling and feeling the symptoms are again growing to the point of a nervous (system) breakdown. It happened to me at 29 that things progressed so much that my brain had a hppd 'storm' that lasted a good year and then it seemed to die down and I felt better again. Anyway this psychiatrist while not buying too much into the whole hppd phenomenon is slightly more receptive to different drug treatments as long as it benefits me and isn't too bad on the old side effect front. She has suggested Pregabalin/LYrica as something that might benefit me in the anti-anxiety/visuals sense. When I asked her about Keppra she mentioned the whole 'Keppra rage' thing and she wouldn't want to prescribe me that because of those reasons. As they are both anti-convulsive drugs is there that much a difference? or should I go back and persuade her to try me on Keppra when it seems to work really well on a number of people on this site. The brain fog and far below par cognitive issues is something that really bothers me at the moment. Anything I can take to alleviate this would be great.
Anyway like I said I'm glad to have found this site. kev.