2muchmandy Posted April 29, 2012 Report Share Posted April 29, 2012 After an ok week convinced im healing last night I read up on hppd and I shouldnt have. I saw these horror stories ( people who spread fear about hppd and say it drives people insane cos they once heard about some guy should be fucking killed ) and I got panicy, my legs starteed shaking...i realised what was about to go down. Head suddenly rushed, felt inflated, body shuddering. Nerves and gut wrenching fear came over me. So bad I had to wake up my mum and have her sit with me. After 10 mins I got my shuddering under control. About 10 minutes later I had another one lasting about 3 mins, then another I managed to stavw off. I felt super dr.dp after, trying to sleep, not sure if id clicked something nd could never sleep again. My visual snow got real bad after this for about 4 hours, proper sparkles. Just woke up from a bit of sleep, visuals are ok but my body feels weak and abused and I think I might be sick. My flashbacks are always accompanied by little mini seizures and they really fuck me up Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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