Trippy feeling

[Guest]

Anyone get a trippy feeling which is like having these weird trippy sensations in your body but they feel dysphoric instead of euphoric? This has been going on for a couple of weeks and it's so disturbing. I just want it to stop.

[Dsudberry88]

Yeah I feel like I'm tripping constantly. It's the biggest thing I can't handle. I feel it in my head and all over my body. I wish I just had visuals. I can handle the visuals. It's my dp/dr along with it that has driven me insane. I can't take it. I try to build strength and say I can take it. And then like can crumble 5 minutes later. I literally am fighting every second of every day. Can someone make it there whole life like this? 

[Guest]

Jay has. But he also has klonopin.

[Joeygeorgie88]

For me it feels like coming up on mdma, only as you say, without the euphoria. It's horrible, and confirms to me my serotonin system must be screwed.

[Guest]

It does feel serotoniny.

[Jay1]

I've always compared it to the last hour or two of a strong trip.... The good feeling is long gone, but you are still left with visuals, trippy, dark thoughts, paranoia and psychical sensations.

I would gladly take on everyone's visual symptoms for some dp/dr peace. Benzos take the edge off, as does alcohol. Both substances need to be handled with care.

You can get through life with it, but I wont sugar coat it... It's a daily struggle and you have to fight hard.... My best advice is to find a way to work from home, it has made my life so much easy to handle.

[adubbs]

I constantly feel "amped up" and shaky and restless..... Like a bundle of nerves but I'm not nervous about anything

[LethargicAcid]

• 3 years here. yeah i did 5 grams yesterday of shrooms and an acd hit. i had a "relapse" of the dp and felt the same way during that first bad trip that triggered this.   but, it was also healing. I realized yesterday on that trip that my brain is finally coming back to normal. I was able to stare at the stare and feel connected with the universe. but it was too much for my brain to handle so i had a "relapse" of that mental breakdown

[Guest]

 This is the worst symptom and it's gotten worse over the past week, week and a half. I thought I had a handle on hppd and could survive the worst of it but if this goes on much longer I may need to make plans to take my own life. I can't handle this.

[Joeygeorgie88]

Again, if you're talking about a bodily drugged sensation, an mdma esque feeling, then yes bud I truly know how unnerving it feels. Last week I had it worse than ever. I'm sick of feeling high so damn often.

[Guest]

That's it. Gotten worse in the past week and a half but I've also been suffering from insomnia and wonder if the two are related.

[Joeygeorgie88]

My insomnia has returned too. I haven't really slept at all since Saturday, and I'm not even that tired. How are you doing? Unfortunately this shit is ALL related, haha....when did you say you last used?

[Guest]

Psychedelics, 2012.

Weed, October 2015.

[Joeygeorgie88]

Well prior to ingesting passive smoke a month ago it was august 2015 for me - so I know what it's like to have a worsening case despite no drug use in years. Just gotta keep up hope bud - it took last month to make me realize that I had actually gotten better in some regards, only I hadn't realized it because of the all the other stuff going on. And now BAM, all those old symptoms are returning. You've been consistently going downhill then since 2015? And I suppose you've not come across any passive smoke or anything like me?

[Guest]

I havent been consistently going downhill since 2015. Please check my thread for my story I dont feel like recounting it all here.

[Guest]

So this "feeling" has turned into aches and pains throughout my body. I don't know if I'm getting sucked into another OCD loop but I'm wondering if I might have Lyme...