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  1. Best thing you could do is to stop all drugs including weed. I kept going and it just makes everything a lot worse even though i cut down on weed and cut out hallucinogens. I've now had hppd for 4.5 years and probably could of prevented it if i stopped using. If you ask any one els on this site who kept going as well they'll tell you they wish they could rewind time and stopped too. What you are experiencing now could only just be the start too. Just read some of the other symptoms people have and ask your self is getting stonned worth it? I've never had acid my self but to have 3 trips in a month sounds pretty full on. Most people i know who have had it wouldn't take it more then that in a year. I have herd a lot of my friends saying things move for them but they don't say any thing about hppd symptoms. But just don't risk it! I don't want to sound like your mum but its just a place you don't want to be. Best of luck
  2. Thanks for all the replies boorgres and visual. Think i'll give the supplements a try and see how it goes. It mite even give me a good platform to stand on when i feel i want to start medication. Reading some of the stories on here makes me think my hppd isn't as bad as it could be. Although it sucks and it feels like I'm never thinking straight it could be much worse. Another quick question has any one suffered or herd of any one having seizures/blackouts from hppd? I have had 4 of them in my life all since i have had hppd. My last one was over a year ago. I'll let you know how i go to loky. Im from melbourne my self what about you? Im happy to travel interstate to see a doc with some experience with hppd Best of luck to everyone.
  3. Thanks for the reply visual I'm always reading your posts. You seem to know a huge amount about how the brain works and the way its effected I think your right boogres. Nothing better then just looking after your self. It has been getting better the less drugs i took but i feel i've been at this level for a long time now. Maybe a good 6 months of looking after my self as best as possible might be the best start. Any supplements your recommend? Thanks for the reply
  4. Was it my thread i started about amphetamine helping me? While on it it did help me but the next day/week was always much worse. I don't have A.D.D my self but recently i did try some dextamphetamines to see if they helped my hppd. At the time i was really hungover and i had 2 to start with. Within about an hour my hang over was gone i was feeling alert but not high, my visuals did reduce slightly as well. I then had one more about 2 hours after the other 2. Once again i felt alert reduced visual but not high. The reason i say i didn't feel high is i was at a holiday house at the time and a lot of the group i was with had been taking dextys as a 'party' drug. They had been having 2 and been saying they were high, talking shit and couldn't sleep. They were all shocked i had 3 and felt fine. Maybe it was because i was hung over and tired at the time I'm not sure. But thats just my experience with dextys may not help. Its not a cure for hppd even though it helped for me, it just seems to harsh to do day in day out. Best of luck with your hppd
  5. Hi all. Felt like i should share my story and ask for some advice. I have had hppd for about 4 and a half years now. I think I've only released what it really was less then a year ago. It all started from 3 magic mushrooms trips all a week apart. Before this i had had a bit of weed and ecstasy but not a huge amount. The next day after my 3rd trip it all started things were moving and i think even dp/dr stated as every thing just looked out of focus and i felt i wasn't there. It then just all went down hill for the next few months. Unsure what i had i asked my friends if things moved when looking at them and they said "yeah just don't stare at shit". As everyone says hallucinogens 'open' your mind and change your view on the world so i thought this must of all been normal. I kept using 'party' drugs over the next 4 years and just avoided hallucinogens. At one stage as well when i had some speed i noticed no visual symptoms every thing felt good again. Any way i was stupid hit it too hard and it all got so bad. I have stopped doing all drugs now and my symptoms are better then what they were at there worst. I still have static, 'sparks' when i look at a blue sky or a white surface, I think I have dp/dr, brain fog, can't concentrate, everything looks out of focus and bad memory. I also struggle to look at led lights and sometimes screens. They just come in and out of focus. Maybe this is halos? Its hard to tell when its all hard to look at. I have learnt to live with it these days but my new years goal is to start trying to cure my self from this hell. I was wondering where should i start? Should i see a psychiatrist? Neurologist? I feel reading this website i may have low dopamine. As going from the time i had speed (which increases dopamine) and it stopped my symptoms. Now if I'm right sinement increases dopamine? Its a drug i want to give a try but is it what i should stat with? I keep my self active and also try to exercise my brain as well, by learning a new language and new skills. I eat well too and this year I'm cutting the booze down as well. Also any one out there in Australia had any luck with any doctors? Any way this is only the 2nd time I've talked about my symptoms. The only other time was to my girlfriend a couple months ago Good luck to everyone so nice to see so much support on this web site
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