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Jagermeister

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  1. I'm looking for a relation of testicle pain and hppd symptoms and it is so scary. I have found some relation with lyme disease. I lived for eight months in a flot with two partners, one of who had a cat and a dog, I'm scary for that, futhermore there was a forest near to my house. My "hppd" started when I back to live in my city (I was studying in other town). So, although all my tests are good or not showing any disease, obviusly something is fucked. I'm not hipocondriac. The tests that I made are: TAC and EEG for brain injuries and all of tets were good. Futhermore, I go to a urologist in two days for testicle pain and hope that pain is caused fot anxiety. I also go to hearing doctor, because I have pain too. So, somebody have experience with lyme disease? I hadn't a rash or eritema in my body. Somebody to know if that is a essential or necessary symptom to have Lyme disease?
  2. Hi everybody, Somebody had been in that med?Any experience?
  3. Where can I purchase goods meds, if somebody to know, send me a pm. If have good experience with that pages, i would aprecriate that. First, I will try the doctor route, but until now, they don't believe me and I have to have a B plain if I can't get scripts from doctors. Details: I'm spanish, and I wanna to get keppra and nootropics, as aniracetam, piracetam and choline suplements. Thanks beforehand and need help, so please, answer me.
  4. Good idea!!!! I did in my back. Love what it mean.
  5. I haven't computer. I use my phone when I need do something in Internet.
  6. Jimmy if your "old" you can, you can. Other is that you don't want. Jesus Christ, I think HPPD lobotomize people. Don't leave limitate you, try to all things that you can and see what happenee. In our past lives was the same, nothing is sure. Missjess has gone to Brazil and she is from Australia, and she suffer dp/dr for 7 years.
  7. You have HPPD and you are worried about how sugar affect it? All people with vs/hppd are claiming to eat healthy, so, somebody would explain to you their theories about how the suggar affect to stranger/non-studied disorder. PD: I ate two donuts today and my palinopsia/slighty/starbucking were the same. I think sugar affect directly your anxiety (how tobacco, when you finish one cigarret, inmediately you want other) and that's why your symptoms are exacerbated. Surely, another guy will come here and explain it better and not like as village idiot (me)
  8. I would like to explain my history in a video, but I will do when I feel better and found something to help me daily.
  9. Canna, thanks you all for share you use of benzos. I'm trying to take a xanax L X V D and is good until now. I'm scares for withdrawals histories that I had read.
  10. I wanted to do a joke in english, lol. I'm trying to learn and maybe is early to do jokes in that language. So, I wanted to say that I will try your remedy and If it isn't taste good I will go to your country and "hppd won't be a problem in comparison with me". I'm sorry if I'm annoying you.
  11. Now, are 6-8 months that hppd appeared in my live and I think that wouldn't go away, I want to try different ways. Maybe, that sounds you repetitive (especially for veterans), but how says my mother, can't lose hope to looking for. I know, there won't a flowers way. My hope isn't cure me (I'm not god or Steven Hawkings, although nobody knows if one say I show my identity and surprise all you ). My really hope is found a med that can help me daily, especially for braing fog/memory. I get really surprised when I had seen me again in futsal, so visual are "easily" ignored for me. I have a plan to continous. I will try get scripts from legalty, talking my meds about hppd or simulating other disorders (talking about my symptons wich aren't little lol) and I have diagnosed a chronic migraine with aura. If meds not help, I will purchase in internet, so, please, if somebody can send me a pm with a good place in world wide web to purchase good drugs, I would appreciate it. Sorry for writte a lot and for bad english (wishh I had lernt before after). Stage one/first trial Keppra study, as the same that did Rene. I saw she was in Keppra, raising doses low, vitamin B complex and Aniracetam. Maybe 1x klono for week. If I had can be alive until now with 1x xanax, hope that cocktail will keep me. She had updated that she can sometimes get fun with a few bear, and smoke some cbd weed!!!!!!!! I would be so happy.... I saw too Merkan, Marquee Moon, thrillhouse, keep positive... Stage two/Second trial Citalopram, I see Ich, a user in thosevs that had all shit of symptoms and now he can live normal live. Stage three/ Third trial Something Lamictal, or piracetam.... Hope will stop in stage 1 with success and come here to post my happiness I'm waiting to solve minor shit problems (reapiring thooths and hear infection...). Im treating these problems with antibiotics and dont want to mix keppra with that, because I will transforme my self in Hulk. Wish me luck and please tell me your advices and the meds that you have trial. If you are annoying becase I.can look fof in forum, I had read the most, believe me, just want help from you. Thanks for read and sorry for bad wrotte phrases. Best wishes I
  12. I'll try, like garlic and honey. But had you said tea honey? Or just I'm wrong. Never hear that. I think you live in countries with other culture. If it tastes as bad as it sound, I will go to Australia and your hppd will stop being your worst problem.
  13. I wanted to say that we have to trust him lol, I don't speak your language very well.
  14. http://hppdonline.com/index.php?/topic/3695-i-am-breaking-my-silence-here-is-some-to-be-revealed/?fromsearch=1 Spartan, I think Kozin is a man that have two balls. Its one of the few that is still fighting versus hppd. He worth us support. Its a very difficult condition, looking for help from disordereds minds, and he had good idea. For the same reason that we can't help for us mind fog and difficult to think... we should have to force us to do a donation that Kozin would keep (we can't trust him) to call the attention of scientists (who can be anxious for look for a big deal). Helping us first, giving help and warning about the need of looking for a cure/specific treatment. In the past, 5$ were easy to found to buy a beer or a bit piece of hash to help the need of get funny. Today, we have other needs (more important I think) that we can to get it, working together, of course. If we don't get it, we can will be in peace.
  15. Hello Tayler. First of all, I'm not a doctor, all that I'm going to say are my conjectures. All that you are saying, seems to fit with symptons that most people from here are suffering. How are you feeling? Its little bit time to say if you have or not. Now is time to get sober (touch drugs is the last thing that you want to do, I'm sure), eat healthly and run in forets, and see what happen in next months. I know that difficult and shitting is to hear that, and from a hppder, but is the better that you can do now. Try to do things the best that you know and you'll have the majority chance to be hppd free or have a good baseline (you will appreciate that, don't loss time!!!!). HPPD is bad but will get better. Work on your live and get a nice rehab!!
  16. Im in xanax day yes and two days not and obviusly is not a cure. But I can tell the difference. I have some important things thats weeks and cant go if I dont understand nothing.
  17. Whats IMO? I'm learning english and dont know popukar expressions
  18. Lol, fucking hppd. I think my answer was to other post which talked about anestesia.... xDd
  19. I think myself as a sick man, who has bad lucky from unique dosage of shroom, not as a freak. I would feeling freak if I were continue takings drugs, knowing that Im frying my brain. I have hoping to feel better and found a treatment or med that help me daily. Have to re-ajust expectatives. There are million of people in Africa deading second to second.
  20. Hahah thanks jay. Until now, x-ray from neck, hear trials, tac and eegs all negatives. If urologist'll tell me that something is wrong with my dick... I will ask to karma what I have done.
  21. Hey, since got hppd I feel that something is wrong with my snake. (Cock, lol). I had really good sex post-hppd, but I have mild pain or continous feeling of compression of my right testicle. So, somebody have problems or something with his underparts? I will go to urologist, although my family thinks that I am a hipocondriac. I need to establish the basseline of my hppd symptoms before start to build my new live. Thanks beforehand for answer
  22. Yes Jay. When I didnt know that I had hppd and felt better (i knew some was wrong), I tried smoke hash in two times and fucked me for 5-10 days. Firsts shots were good but then.... Dp/dr and visuals..... killed me
  23. I had today a little surgery to remove a tooth and kill the nervious of the other. HPPD is the same but OH MY GOD fuck shit, a lot of pain!!!! I'm in amoxicilin ago 3 days and I can see more prominent halos, magic tracers in dark room and dense snow, but taking .25 of xanax, these exacerbations dont hurt me, no more that hppd basseline, guess. Take care.
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