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12 hours ago, Unlucky said:

I was going to say, if my HPPD/Palinposia decreased by 95% I'd concider myself cured.

Im lucky enough that I'm recovering nicely. Physically symptoms are non existent, no headaches, no stomach pain, I tiny amount of pain on my eyes, but compared to 6 months ago when I could barely move them, it's a huge relief. 

I don't even want to think about where I'd be if I had continued any kind of drug use. And if/when I get back to normality or close enough, the last thing I want to do is drugs, I've cut off my druggie friends so there's not even the slightest possibility of coming into contact with drugs or even alcohol, I'm done with anything harmful to the body. I hate talking about drugs, I hate anyone referencing drugs. 

Yes man its true I look also drugs as a big harm for my self when I look back what it did to me and worry about people using while they healty and dont know what it can cause if its go wrong 

And I geth scare from people lose control when they using drugs

The story of drugs use is also over for me and look healty ways to enjoy life 

And yes best way stay out of drugs is cut out this friends, no money no gold can be compared with your health

On 22-2-2017 at 10:41 PM, Unlucky said:

I thought you said your symptoms decreased by 95%

 

Gman still try to use drugs and want to enjoy while on hppd I think he want to say my hppd increased by 95 %

Gman your doing a good job making your hppd worse

I want letter a logical explanation

I learned from my religion that some people try to make something hard to understand and try to make profit to go there way and make profit from them 

When you learn to think logically you can resolve a lot problems for your self buth exactly they dont want it.

Like if you.ask to a doctor will sport exercise help me ? They will say yes it is good for you buth they dont want to say if its enough to feel good, why? Because they cant offer or sell medication to the meds industry and he cant offer a good service to earn there money 

And if you dont ask anything what can help me they.puth you directly on medication why they dont ask do you have good cardiovascular condition?

Can you run 100 metres? Can you climb 2 floors ? They dont want to know then you will start a medication trial before you know are you in good cardiovascular condition, and this is the basic to feel good and you just hope and wait you feel better buth it that day will noth come easly and you will loose energy and hope

Logically if you geth first your cardiovascular condition beter with time and you feel fine and take some medication well then its fine, at the end your body create enough endorfines to treat your condition

Mostly its isnt so hard to find some solutions for our problems buth we overwhelm our self

Sharing my experience and lost a lot of time and hope and dont talk about all health professionals and dont blame them buth about the industry profit organizations

 

On 9-2-2017 at 7:15 PM, Joeygeorgie88 said:

Hi guys - I've wanted to join this forum for months. Looks like they've now resolved what issues were barring new users.

 

It was a very dodgy dose of MDMA and a filthy cannabis brownie that landed me with this crap, within a few months of each other back in the spring of 2015.

 

However, my case seems to be atypical for two reasons:

1. Excluding the horrid drug experiences themselves, I essentially "recovered" immediately, and have slowly been developing these HPPD problems ever since. I.e. from mild to severe, instead of severe to mild as in most cases, or a constant severe.

2. Leading on from that - I'm always worsening despite no drug use in nearly 2 years (and I only used 6 times). It's like a degenerative process was "triggered".

 

Can anyone else relate to this? Or my symptoms:

- every kind of dizziness you can imagine - disequilibrium, dissociation, dp/dr, brain fog, lightheadedness (the latter of which has led to a diagnosis of POTS)

- all the visual snow/light sensitivity/perceptual shite - no hallucinations (yet) but worrying things like eyes in headlights etc

- insomnia

- a recurrent feeling of being "high" on MDMA - for hours, days at a time, despite being sober. I can't be more specific than that - a "serotonin-esque" feeling all over my body. I suspect I'll start having seizures soon. A feeling that my brain is truly "on fire" as one psychiatrist put it. I can't consume any kind of stimulant - even a cup of tea - or exercise, or it just fires me up even more.

 

I've also seen two neuros, both of whom have heard of this, and they're both pretty clueless re: its process and any treatment.

 

I've tried to be brief. Any responses would be greatly appreciated - as I said, my case seems extremely atypical, and it's difficult for me to remain positive when things are always getting worse.......good wishes to all

Its look like going worse buth going up and down like waves in the beach once you reach the peak of your hppd

Is there a way to cure hppd ? Yes of course how much? Depends on your body and hard work.

1 stop feeding hppd by oberserving it 

2 stop having regret feelings

3 change to healty life style

4 puth a lot exercise in your life if its posible puth all your energy here first  

5 dont waste to much time to search how to cure, you can only help your self 

6 sometime things arent to difficult like we think the are

Point 4 wil help dealing a lot of your problems now your in begin in your hppd condition so how faster you take action how faster you can minimize your damage

 

On 13-2-2017 at 6:53 PM, boozebome said:

Fucked pretty hard with drugs lately. Like a lot. The HPPD didn't worsen much though...

Yea man this why we all here seeking for help buth the world alrdy fucked pretty hard where there is littel or no help for some people is struggling and need to find you own way out this where we geth stuck because we fucked our body all rdy and we cant think with a clear mind.

I just know my body if i eat something unhealty for me or try to push my self to hard my body give me a sign with more tinitus.

1 hour ago, dukkha said:

Hey brother,

 

You speak true when you say "stress is the best friend of HPPD"!

 

I think that may be your answer! Perhaps meditation isn't the way for you to feel stress free (meditation works for me though) but there is certainly a different way for you to relax.

 

Peace & Love,

 

Dukkha

Hi Dukkha

I am struggling with brainfog this is my one of my main issue i loose to much energy and time with this and trying for 2 month to geth it any better 

All food is just like industrial junk you cant escape from it and isnt so much left what should be naturel or tho choose everthing has poisoned and made only for the gain money and every body know that.

I noticed how less i eat how les i have brainfog and more energy.

For sensetieve people its a big issue.

In my recovery years from hppd, i had more energy then at the moment its just insane.

We just have to be happy thats everthing can be worse and look postieve to the future.

We need somtimes experience guid form friends to help us out from something even for hppd, going to a doctor 2 times in a month would do so much they just sitting in there warm office and we espect they can help us realy out from your problems.

Your effort is your future.

 

 

 

It doesnt sounds good

Like mine case its develops slowly and change to healty life style is very important time is your friend 

Its hard buth slowly have to go througt hard time 

Excerise can make it worse buth only while or a short time after buth its noth bad the first thing to add to your recovery path is this 

Nothing beats a fit body this was my motivation in my journey

Dont pull the trigger so nothing can be worse dont come back here with hppd it wil be to late life is better without it

Good luck be wise 

7 minutes ago, boozebome said:

Maybe try mindfulness meditation. 20 minutes every day should be enough.

Txn for advice buth meditation have negatieve effects on me a try it before 

Is there some advice for branfog

And how you doing?

Hi people hope you doing well 

we trying to do or best to recover en enjoy life 

After a stress full time and work a lot with business with my brother we screwed op everthing we are at the point to close te company we dont know what to do and make lot of loss

i start to feel tired and feel like i have a burn out and i try to recover from that for 2 months now and i notice some increase in hppd symptoms from time to time buth i know how to manage it buth i have more stress then rest

And stress is the friend of hppd.

Now i am in anhoter stress full time with the company still try to make things better again and barley can handle with it

The pleasure of life has been gone for a while 

At the end i should be happy i dont notice hppd like 1% i had in my worse time in my life

I have lot issue with head chase fatique and brainfog need realy help and some advice i cant race with the speed of life now.

With brainfog i barley have memories for a long time ago.

I still remember this word from tupac.

Dont worry to be even to dont look happy

Keep it up

 

 

 

I used neuroheel this recept free pills contains valerian to and works like benzo and the side effect was that i feel trippy first 10min buth after i feel relax and calm for few hours buth this just for short term use and build quick tollerance after few days

http://www.nutritiondynamics.com/products/Neuro%252dheel-Tablets.html

I wish you the best man keep it up hope you will have a great 2017 and keep exercise its my life saver from hppd cure

Go in variation in sports and wonders can happen

My 2016 was going backwards after i recoverd from hppd i start to smoke tabbaco again and its only gething worse with my health and i am struggling to quit buth noth there yet buth last 2 months its getting better whe hope for the good days and learn from the mistake we made

Wish everybody a happy 2017 keep it going

Why is meditation a bad thing suddenly? it helped me much with brainfog and anxiety

I cant say its a bad thing buth visual to he says perhaps can activate psydelic patterns wich in my case i was going worse while i was trying to meditation, buth every body is different it was a panic response of my experience.

Yes the activity has has been so low then before its seems every body has left the forum maybe because the post here isnt so usefull maybe we should post more about usefull things then just find soulution with medication and docs because they cant help us anyway the succes rate of meds for hppd is just so extreme low

And if you think meds is a big market where company care money you should think twice then try to grab meds in it as first option

Your body is your doc you are your own doctor in the first case

And i ask god to help everybody with hppd

And in my case asking god to help me with my stressfull condition where i barely try to manage the stress in my life even without hppd and challenging a surival

Why we suffering god?

Because we do same faults?

If we forgoth you you wil forgoth us to?

Let me close my eyes in peace one day.

Yea trip one thing i know we fucked up and the good time like before will never come back it just wants left take the maximum out of it

I looking for my post here buth actualy i even dont remember wat i all have sayd here so strange its like a dream its never exist

I better understood how fucked my memory has been thought

Its like i am running under autopilot

While you may have been completely relieved of your symptoms, there may still be damage, in most cases the symptoms do lessen quite significantly over time, but most people do not see a complete remission of their symptoms, especially in the more severe cases. You probably may even still have symptoms but due to perceptive adjustments you may not be noticing them. I'm fairly certain however that in this condition neurons are destroyed, quickly and abruptly for most usually. Then you see the the stages of the brain doing its best for repair, but for the most part it can do very little to no regeneration.

I dont understand your second question sorry.

Yes i have been completley relieved from my symptoms buth i know my hppd is still there somewhere in the background once i learnd to manage stress my health stay undercontrol

I can say its hard to cure if you have permanent hppd in this case i had it if you think when er is no improvment after 2 and half year

there is somehow posible that the brain repairs his self even the neurons has been desroyed maybe a adjusment or replacement from other cells thats why i believe in my case

Yea and my last question i deleted its shoud redicelous

How is it posible that i am cured and the damage of anti psygotics and klonopin has left? I am sure my hppd had no differnts like the most with hppd and me to i losed lot of times i will noth recover. While on the meds for 2,5 years i didnt see improvements later when start to give a kick in the ass things became to change

I dont know any stuff how the brain works buth i believed in the theory of one doc he says the basic of a cure or repair of a organ depends on the booldflow to it how more bloodflow how faster it wil repair.

So this way i believed that sport do the job for increased bloodflow tho all part of the body

The understanding of the brain is a long story buth some logical knowledge can realy save lot people live this what i like to use in theory

The most horrible thing that while i used antipygotics "i became psygotic while i was noth it" i discoverd this later while i was off on it

You dont want to know what for thougt i was gething from it

Txn man sometimes a good life istnt so far like we hoping for.

And you buddy how your doing.

Hi nice recovery story i am glad you doing well and gething of drugs and bad people

Wel i am back here after 4 months me to i recoverd about more then a year same like you healty life styel and much of sport i did before

still doing long walks and works always fine and still symptoms free

Most people look in to the hands of doc buth mostly meds cant help i realize it to

If people experience the power of sport they just will see its the best option they have

Anyway wish you lot of fun with your life without hppd cheers

Hi guys i am here back after 4 months

Hope you guys doing good and its seems this forum has low activity even then before

I still doing good and symptoms free

My hard work with sport has helpme to cure from hppd i feel lucky i found my way

Hope you guys you wil find your way

Buth one way it isnt is with medication

I guess docs have no idea what they doing with hppd, i believe only you self have find your way to chope with hppd, the most know relief is exercise/traning doest matter intensity once your find out what relief its give you will use when you need

Its wil be your part of life

When i feel bad i go for walk 1hour and its always working even i quited sport for long time, its just my best friend and its always avaible

Even i have normal life with light hppd i took yesterday magnesium and i start to feel trippy olmost every supp worsen my hppd

Diet coke taste like sh**

You can feel more like a zombie this what lot users experiernce like me i used for 3 years and in the begining the side effects where awfull buth i had no choice i didnt know that i had hppd, maybe you should find anhoter soulution then medication they take more then they give mostly

I read before you try some medication

its best you change your mindset, there should better ways to chope with your hppd

And i dont think you can handle the side effects of anti psygoctis, it can be very insane

If i tell what crazy side effects i had you will think twice.

I try so many times to quit buth the witdrwal was so bad, i just had to tapper off in micro doses took me 6 months