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My sight is constantly like that but more elaborate elongation of the star figuration.. It can sometimes stretch the streamer across my whole field of vision.. I'm always trying to squint or squeeze them with the muscles in my eyes to push them back into the object.. The t.v. does the same thing to me. Very weird sketchy stuff. The visuals are constant and have no brakes to stop unfortunately. I see tracers off my own nose.. It's like I have liquid vision.. (seeing through tear drops constantly or a prism. Well I hope I dream tonight because I don't hallucinate in them which is my only escape from this crap.. It's been 25 long dam years starting to get exhausted from this...

I'm thoroughly checking out these agonists and antagonists receptors and pharmas that stimulate them.

Kind of a virgin with conventional drugs just learning.

Have u heard of lamictal? I understand it's a anti epileptic, bipolar, manic depression medication which can be used for hppd. Lamotrigine (lamictal xR) extended release O.D.T is apparently for older people and helps with hallucinations. Some side affects including death which I can't help to ignore scares the shit out of me.. What's ur opinion??

Oh by the way u always seem to amaze me with ur intense research.. I'm impressed..

What who said??

my mum grows veg every year its so much better than anything bought in shops, we dont have much space though and of course its difficult to do during winter which is a shame

Growing indoor is therapeutic while relieving stress, depression and hunger..

Does ur mom grow with H.i.d. lights?? or L.e.d. lights?? Some people grow with T-5 or T-8 florescent bulbs. Nevertheless it's amazing either way. Has ur mom ever tried cloning or graphing?? Propagation is a real neat sector on indoor hydroponics. I'm in the means of expanding a room with two 4x8 ebb flood and drain systems which runs right up my alley..

I feel and think this will be the future of the world to be honest. Hppd24yearssadly..

There are food based sources of serotonin, too; I may experiment with this (though I don't want too much serotonin, either): Phytoserotonin [/size]A review[/size]

 

It also appears that tocotrienols, the unsaturated isoforms of vitamin E, protect against glutamate-induced neuronal damage:[/size]

Molecular Basis of Vitamin E Action

TOCOTRIENOL MODULATES 12-LIPOXYGENASE, A KEY MEDIATOR OF GLUTAMATE-INDUCED NEURODEGENERATION

Characterization of the potent neuroprotective properties of the natural vitamin E α-tocotrienol

Nanomolar vitamin E α-tocotrienol inhibits glutamate-induced activation of phospholipase A2 and causes neuroprotection

Vitamin E sensitive genes in the developing rat fetal brain: a high-density oligonucleotide microarray analysis

 

This is interesting, because I just added some organic red palm oil to my diet and have already noticed some decent effects with a low dose.

Organic red palm oil?? What decent effects did u notice??

I'm factually taking some initiative in growing organics in my own home.. I have invested in a d.w.c. System (deep water culture) which is therapeutic and insanely healthy. It is hydroponically grown with r.o. (reverse osmosis) water with zero e.c. (electric conductivity) or ppm reading. I'm presently growing tomatoes, peppers, kale, lettuce, strawberries, blueberries, huckleberries, and thinking about cucumbers. I also feed it pure organics like sea kelp, fish emulations and I make a tea from bat guano which is interestingly delightful. I love the idea of hydroponically growing because u know first hand what is going into ur food and ur mother nature giving ur garden the proper spectrum of light, wind, temperature, love, which in return u ultimately get ur harvest.. It taste remarkably fresh and healthy..

Restaurants are starting to grow their vegetables and fruits on site and serving it garden fresh right on the customers plate it's becoming a trend. It's a good way to duck around additives, preservatives, hydrogenated, monosodium glutamates and ultimately G.M.O. - MONSANTO'S..

Good luck man, Can I make a recommendation? Put a bit of salt in warm sterilized water and swish it around a bit in ur mouth. Then spit it out that will kill bacteria and keep ur gums clean.. Again good luck..

Not bad of some what of a dilemma little lion man!! Try not to bite off more than what u can chew my friend..

I has similar experiences to urs in regards to the weed simulating the psychedelic psychoactive psychological mind alteration... Unfortunately I have been unblessed from the incantations of the acid/mushroom witches and warlocks.. Haven't really been able to shake this 25 year trip of hallucinations, dp/dr, tinnitus, afterimages, morphs, visual snow, just to mention a few side affects.. U do not want this plague my little friend trust.. I was around 16 years old when the curtains closed on me and ironically enough I've been chasing normality not unreality's.. Hppd25yearsnowandstillrollinglittlelionman.

So brake my bad that was suppose to be for jimmyb84.

As a matter of fact I`m getting it prescribed again! :/ Sinus infection!

Amoxicillin is part of the penisilon family so unless u are allergic to it u should be okay.. In regards to ur dentist pulling ur wisdom teeth he is giving it to u as a preventative for infection post surgery.. Also they can give it to u pre-surgery if u have heart conditions.

Thank you for the advice China. I'm not exactly a newbie on these forums but it has been a long while and i couldn't remember my old username. I have taken benzos and it makes a world of difference to me.

I can relate with u in regards to the time duration of the incantations psychedelic drugs has sentenced us to. I've been trying to exorcise these Demonic demons for 25 years now. They seem to be very persistent in the aggravation and exasperations it causes to the human mental horizon.

U will feel landlocked and at a freeze where there is no significance to life whilst the progression is escalating in a tainted immeasurable fashion. It will seem like the world's functionalities and the peeps unethical empathetic treatments will feel neglectful or absolutely absent minded towards u with ur disorder. (I know this first hand) It's a sin what ur doctor is doing to u it almost appears he does not want u to heal or feel relief which is crazy. It is his duty and responsibility to cure u respectively. U can report his unprofessionalism and conduct to the College of Physicians and nurses which they could in investigate him for malpractices. If u can prove that most doctors prescribe benzo's for this disorder consensusly and why isn't he?? Especially considering everything else he put u on never worked for six years then u have a strong case.

I'm going to P.M. u with some personal advice and recommendations for hopefully some solutions in ur dilemma. Hppd24yearsanditshouldnotbeforlife.

I clearly remember when my hppd went dormant I was barely eating and lost 59 lbs in like a year.. I was also walking/jogging three times a week.. Back in that era it literally felt like it was gone..

It's just annoying how I'm only young and I fucking loved drugs, now all my friends are still doing them all the time and having the best time of there lives and then if I sniff anything my brain is on a mad one. I dropped out of college because I found it to hard to focus in lessons when I'd suddenly start feeling all trippy and spaced out. Although when I first noticed all the symptoms I did just ignore it and kept taking acid, which kinda fucked me over as I was insanely paranoid, like I would actually see my friends talking about me but it was me actually tripping out lol I thought I was actually going insane at one point. The amount of times I've been so so close to suicide. Sorry to keep going on but you are the only people that I can actually talk to about this and I've basically been on my own with my thoughts since day 1.

Hey bro I know exactly what ur talking about trust.. I was blessed with hppd when I was around 15 years old from shroom shronks laced with acid.. Ohhh boy what a fuckn trip from this planet to Jupiter whilst bunking it up with Buck Rogers and Battle Star of Galatica.. I presently don't feel like typing out my whole trip at this moment but it was enough to sentence me to this different disorder called hppd.. My longevity experiences with the psychoactive perceivement of falsified perception has been a horrible 24 years. The abnormalities are horrendously horrific to say the least.. There is possible positive smiling factoids that seem to be attached at the hip that is "u will get use to it" or "things will substantially subside" it has vanished in my life for around six years but it came back with a vengeance.. I have had this mind fuck longer than u have been alive. I will tell u this hppd can escalate with powerful improper progression mark my words.. Try to stay away from all drugs regardless of temptation or pure pressure and that u will have a good temperature for survival.. Remarkably I'm still alive with a good life and success so try to stay clean and u will prevail:-] hppd24yearsintomy25.

Let me know how that reacts to ur hppd negative or positively.. It seems like a natural holistic way for figuring out serotonin and dopamine increases naturally.. Thanks..

Good luck with that.. Make sure ur careful with caution.. There is always side affects to conventional drugs bro.. Especially when you concoct the two.

What are some of ur hppd symptoms?? How old were you when u received hppd??

Me too, I can't smoke it but I just started eating it.. It makes me fell relaxed with no paranoia feeling what so ever.. Very strange..

Do u consider hppd to be a neurodegenerative disorder??

I wonder if someone submitted the hppd disorder disclaimer to this organization what would happen??

That would be interesting to say the least. Maybe we should have the courage and gull to knock on their door and make some noise?? Hppd24years!!

Well every day 4 beers should work then

I HONESTLY THINK I DO THAT BECAUSE IT SERIOUSLY RELEASES ME FROM THE GRASP AND WRATH OF HPPD.

I WISH I COULD DO IT EVERY DAY BUT I HAVE TO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY ON MY PLATE AT THE PRESENT TIME OR I WOULD..

I RECENTLY FIGURED SOME STUFF OUT THAT I WILL SOON POST JUST WAITING TO SEE IF THERE IS ANY SIDE AFFECTS TO IT. I WOULDN'T WANT TO ESCALATE THIS DISORDER ON ANYONE.. BUT IT DOES SEEM TO BE REALLY GOOD AS WELL AS FROM A NATURAL PERSPECTIVE SO FAR.. LETCHA KNOW!! HPPD24YEARS!!

I'm one of those who cannot take a sip of alcohol

I wish I could !! What is life without a cocktail or a nice glass of champagne or wine with dinner !!

So then it was a gradual thing more so from what I gather in ur experiences u wrote..

Dam with me it was a one shot show..

I told u my trip with the shroom shronks laced with lsd.. Remember the fuckin T-Rex chasing me down where I could feel its THRAWTH at the back of my neck? I woke up in the hospital almost died.. It was my first dam trip ever that incantation has had a psychological affect on me now for 24 years and now into 25. I'm doomed.. Lol..

I indulged into half gram of bud with rich trichomes smothered in res oils it was delicious and I never felt paranoid just a nice relaxing feeling with slight reduced large and small motor skill shut downs.. I can't believe it?? I consumed it at 7:30pm today and it lasted til 9:22pm. I couldn't understand it my wife is a nurse she said I was crazy so I ate another one, haha, I felt amazing no shit I did a ton of work around the house.. I don't know really what the hell is going on?? I know I can't smoke it, if I did it would put me back into my T-Rex trip again.. (Fuck that)

One thing I noticed after about 30mins from eating it the left and right side of my brain or head went tingly with a weird sensational succumb of solidarity*_*

This was a fresh bud I grew in D.W.C. Technology. I also have EBB flood and drain going on with some superior Cannabis Cup winning Indica dominate hybrid strains.

I'm doing another take down tomorrow with Dead-Head O.G. a Cali-Connection revolutionary centric make over of the legendary ORIGINAL GANGSTA. I don't know what to say to this but WOW WORKS!!

USUALLY WHEN IM ON MY PHONE IN THE DARK AT NIGHT I SEE TRAILS AND STREAMERS FROM IT, ITS NOT SO INTENSE NOW, WTF IS GOING ON?? HPPD24YEARSMAYHAVEFOUNDSOMERELIEFINTHEUNTHINKABLE??

U kno I have came to the conclusion that hpps exaggerates all the normal stuff in our sensors by making them super sensitive and ambitiously acute. Like when u look at a bright light and look away you will see the reflex of it for 30 seconds or more which is normal. I feel with hppd when looking at something not so bright or as long u get the reflex much easier because of the super sensitivity to the sight sensory causing a trail, streamer, ghostly gloom or after image. Same thing with tinnitus the hearing is acute so when ur outside or working all day u are subjected to constant noise and when u come into a quite zone the ringing takes place from a kind of reflex respond from the noise. Now if a non hppder goes to a concert and listens to the loud music then goes home to bed usually their ears will ring too which is normal and again I relate it to a reflex from the loud music.

If we could figure out what exact components are responsible in our sensorial anatomy for the reflex or response to these exposures that are completely highlighted then we might get more specific than pacific. Hppd24years.

Another suggestion would be don't worry about what other peeps say in terms of "its all in ur head" because they don't have to live inside ur mind but u do.

I have had full blown hppd for 24 years now with a small departure of six years in that time frame. We all react and respond differently to certain elements on this planet u just have to realize what works for others might not work for u. Let me give u a written demonstration: If u get stung by a bee u probably will swell up a bit followed by an itchy pain. Now if I get stung by a bee I have approximately eight minutes to inject myself or I'm dead. Point being a "different response" u were smart enough to figure out what u might be diving into just make sure the depth is deep enough to safely cushion ur fall. Think positive its early enough for ur brain to heal itself I strongly recommend to never take l.s.d. again or any other psychedelic drug for that matter just take a listen to ur brain that is giving u the signs to STOP what u are doing^_~ TRUST!! HPPD24YEARSANDSTILLKIXKING.

U know there is a handful of peeps on this site that can smoke dope with hppd which is extremely rare but they can't drink booze or get drunk because it exaggerates their dp/dr. I'm the complete opposite I can get completely inebriated from alcohol and the next day I feel normality at its natural form. It's a catch 22 for me I simply can't drink every day. U_U hppd24years.

U know there is a handful of peeps on this site that can smoke dope with hppd which is extremely rare but they can't drink booze or get drunk because it exaggerates their dp/dr. I'm the complete opposite I can get completely inebriated from alcohol and the next day I feel normality at its natural form. It's a catch 22 for me I simply can't drink every day. U_U hppd24years.