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For anyone else that's interested my diet and supplements have been VERY consistent. Only deviating on the holidays and weekends if I end up at a restaurant. Usually I can tell by an increase in my symptoms when I do.

Prebreakfast: L-tyrosine before shower with juice.

Breakfast: rolled oats, blueberries, honey, nuts, chia seeds, cinnamon, whole milk.

B complex, Vit D3, oil of oregano, magnesium, adrenal herbs, anti inflammatory herbs.

Morning tea: usually green rooibus or tulsi(holy basil) 2 cups.

Mid morning: protein shake- whole milk, natural peanut butter, 1 banana, whey protein

Lunch: salad - spinach, kale, chard, pumpkin and sunflower seeds, beets, carrots, brocolli, tomato, balsamic vinegar and chicken

Afternoon: green smoothie- spinach plus chard, kale, cilantro or other greens. 1 whole peeled lemon, 1 chunk ginger root, apple juice and pineapple.

Snack: milk + peanut butter, or maybe a raw carrot or something similar

Supper: sweet potato or steamed rice, steamed vegetable (usually brocolli, asparagus, bell pepper or similar), and clean meat of some sort (grilled chicken, grass fed steak, wild sockeye salmon or other fish- sometimes substitute eggs for meat)

I only use coconut oil to cook with, and olive oil as a dressing for veggies.

Night time I drink lots of herbal teas,one of the following every evening: burdock root, nettle root, ginger, peppermint, dandelion root,licorice root, holy basil, motherwort, chamomile, lemon balm green rooibus.

Night time supplements: vit C, oil of oregano, magnesium, and herbal tinctures I made myself: blue vervain, motherwort (these really help and are considered nervine tonics), nettle, burdock or otherwise.

Currently growing reishi mushrooms too,will make a tincture and add that to the regimen. They should be ready to harvest in a month or two.

IM DETERMINED TO GET BETTER!!!

It is now March how are u feeling??

Peeps need to understand the molecular structure of marijuana and all of its natural elements before grasping a clear crystallized concept of the proper medical affects to the human mind.. No offense, speaking of minds there seems to be a one dimensional mind on this topic with no grey matter in the area of truly understanding that there is different non-psychoactive components in the equation called C.B. ducking D's. If u smoke or ingest c.b.ducking d's u DO NOT GET HIGH WHAT SO EVER.. I REPEAT NO PSYCHOACTIVE HIGH AT ALL.. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS.. SO IF U ARE SMOKING POT WITH THC CONTENT THEN YES U PROBABLY WILL EXPERIENCE PRONOUNCED SYMPTOMS OF HPPD.. IF U DON'T THEN U WILL EXPERIENCE RELAXATION IN THE MEDICAL SIDE OF CANNABIS.. COLORADO IS A HOT SPOT FOR THESE TYPE OF PHENOTYPE STRAINS TO BE STRAIGHT UP WITH U GUYS!! HPPD25LONGEXAGERATINGYEARS..

Well, well, well, look what the cat dragged in.. Cat nip? No marijahooboo!! It can be quite scary for one at the bottom of the mild rare symptoms of HPPD from the silence of lucidity. Introductory; marijuana vs hppd hummm... My opinion is paranoia can come from marijahooboo with its high T.H.C. count and enriched psychoactive properties.. The flip side to this is some marijuana cases it has high C.B.D.'s which are more medical agents that relax the mind and body so no paranoid feelings.. Point being figure out what contents are in ur bag through research u will have a great healing experience like me.. I went through the hard way its been a bit of a bumpy road but my project seems to be a success thus so far.. Low T.H.C. AND HIGH C.B.D's and bye bye hppd.. No joke.. I was petrified at the beginning but mustard through it.. I have been doing this for awhile now a good plant to smoke with these elements mentioned above is the Hash Plant.. Low TETRAHYDROCANNABINOLS AND HIGH C.B.D's.. Its natural baby!! Hppd24looongdamyearsandstillrolling!!

Isnt missjes doing something like that now in brazil?

I remember that person she was trying to get healthy healing by a tribal leader who had homeopathic remedies.. Do u kno if that worked out for her??

 

However here in the UK seen as GWPharma hold the only licence from the Gov. for the use of THC/CBD in medicines we can't get the full benefit of it!

Only hope is that as the Stanley Brothers grow bigger with time, eventually there will be enough scientific studies with documented proof to force the hand of governments and allow the non-psychoactive part of the cannabis plant to be used as a medicine! [i think it's a natural response to get freaked out from marijuana when having hppd as well as a distorted disturbances.. My immunity has strengthened psychologically.. I'm not focusing or obsessing compulsively on observation.. ("Oh god it's getting worse" whilst staring at objects and looking away to see all the different colorations of perimeter vision/afterimages)Hence telling myself I'm fucked up for 24 years.. There has been changed coping analytic views from my mental status for sure.. A lot of peeps like conventional medicine which is fine but I give a standing ovation for natural homeopathic remedies without ramifications hands down.. I strongly too believe with more research and less biased opinionated inferiority complex as right wing consensus it will prevail.. We are only at the tip of the iceberg with medical marijuana just ask Sanjay Gupta!!! ]

Well... I have catapulted into the hierarchy of HPPD feathered by a 25 year time out please from the dimension of time duration in long form of course.. I do have hyperacusis (ear ringing graduated to sounds being annoying and extremely exasperating..Don't want to get into the visuals right now..

SMOKING CANNABIS?? I'm flirting with it right now and have been for awhile.. I'm taking small inhalations and eating it.. It gives me immeasurable paranoia but I'm actually building immunity to it.. Can't differentiate if its making me worse or better but I got over the hump.. I never even dreamed about doing this in the last 25 years to dam scary even when I thought about it.. It does help dealing with weed in low T.H.C. but high C.B.D.'s like the strain the Stanley brothers created by back crossing a couple phenotypes until they virtually knock the tetrahydrocannabinol right out of the strain.. They called it Charlotte's web.. I smoked that personally and it relaxes the hell right out of you like when I first smoked pot b4 I got blessed by fuckoffhppd.. No joke simply because there is no psychoactive response because there is no T.H.C. Anyhoot take things slow and be cautious with ur expectation of experiments they might not be ur expectation of experiences.. Hppd24yearsplus1moreyearnow..

some people are fine on caffeine

 

I'd normally not recomend it... But if going cold turkey from the caffeine caused a stress to the system. Then maybe reintroducing it could help, in this particular instance. Caffeine is a catalyst Jay to heart palpitations extremely dangerous for peeps that are experiencing that.. But u are right some peeps with hppd can drink coffee.. I believe caffeine was definitely the cataclysmic reaction for the worsening of my hppd's resurrection 100%. When I was in College I started drinking coffee for years and all of a sudden my symptoms started coming back with a vengeance.. I never knew that the caffeine was the escalation to my hppd.. Dam I never even knew that what I had was called hppd.. Anyways I don't drink coffee anymore what so ever while always virtually staying clear of caffeine in anything else including pop, tea, chocolate which sucks ultimately.. Hppd25yearsnow.

OZZZ, just a few quick questions do u find when u exercise for at least a consecutive 2 weeks that it levels out ur tinnitus? How about when u eat clean?? What is ur opinion on that?? Have u ever tried eating medical marijuana or smoking it?? You seem to be very out going,thorough and honest through out ur posts.. Hppdnow25years..

Well it takes thousands of peeps to build the twin towers but unfortunately it only takes one peep to take it down..

well ive have hppd for 1.5 months and in like another year or so if hppd doesnt seem like its gonna cure(ive been straight-edge), then im gonna start smoking weed and doing shrooms and shit again. and adderall for my adhd. im already a very spiritual person and i feel psychadelics are just for me. jay what you said makes me depressed becuase if i never do psychs again it will make me depressed

well ive have hppd for 1.5 months and in like another year or so if hppd doesnt seem like its gonna cure(ive been straight-edge), then im gonna start smoking weed and doing shrooms and shit again. and adderall for my adhd. im already a very spiritual person and i feel psychadelics are just for me. jay what you said makes me depressed becuase if i never do psychs again it will make me depressed

You must be experiencing good trips to keep on wanting to take hallucinatory drugs.. Most peeps I kno with hppd couldn't or wouldn't even dare to experience it again.. Way to risky.. I really don't kno the severity of ur Hppd but I would recommend to "watch it" playing with fire can get ur burnt. Can u elaborate on ur symptoms a bit? I was just curious..

I was taking perks for my back injury (5ml of oxycotton)after about 2 weeks my ears were ringing intensely. A really high pitch and haven't stopped.. Dam I can't ducking win with this shit.. It makes simple sounds sooooo amplified it's ridiculous.. Tinnitus has graduated to hyperacusis.. I'm not even taking psychedelics or psychoactive drugs and I'm being penalize for pain meds?? What I would give to be normal again..

Try sunglasses they help with the brightness.. The wavy vision?? Just wave back periodically..

Just like the EBB and Flo of a mushroom trip this is now how my life seems.

I'm 36 years old, am an ultrasound tech, have experimented heavils or so. The night was ok ended up getting pretty intense but I white knuckled my way through it. I was fine for a month I believe, but noticed I was very restless and I had previously had trouble sleeping due to a drinking lots of coffee I thought. My memory has been becoming increasingly foggy but I don't recall having any issues until I got an anxiety attack one day working in the yard. Still though,even after I felt "ok". I decided to cold turkey the coffee and stopped the next day. That's when shit hit the fan.

I've been tripping ever since and I'm scared to death. Its been 3 weeks or so,and the days are tolerable. I'm dizzy, off kilter, have weaving visuals when I look at flat surfaces, get crawling OEV's and the trip to the grocery store an hour ago was hard. No social anxiety really, but everything is just so bright and audible hallucinations don't help.

When it gets dark though it becomes UNBEARABLE. I can't sleep,I'm trying not to take anything to knock me out because I read on this forum its better to be clean. I've always worked out quite a bit and do feel better, but when it gets time to sleep the electric buzz grows stronger and stronger, thoughts loop faster and faster, and the ringing in my ears becomes deafining. I sat shaking for 4 hours straight last night. I'm sooooo scared and try to calm myself down, and I can sometimes, but other times I give in.

I've taken .25 mg of xanax,that seems to help, but after taking it 3 days in a row I was having weird thoughts so I'm not sure I want to try it again. Last night I took some nyquil, it put me down and allowed me to sleep but today things seem worse.

I'm exhausted, getting delirious somehow I'm ok to do my job but nights are horrific.

With all that being said,when I workout,for a few hours after I feel almost normal so I'm hopeful I may be lucky and have this go away.

. I would not recommend coffee considering the caffeine heightens all sensors including no sleep. I was stung by the shroom shronk psychedelic psychoactive sentence.. The tinnitus is no fun in the sun I now have graduated to hyperacusis (check spelling) The crazy thing is I never experienced this in my trip.. I have insane tracers off of tracers after images are my reality now.. I hope things work out for u with me it stopped for years then started again kind of like some weird impaired psych feed back loop no one has this figured out quite yet but ironically just sailing through on conventional conveniences.. The only thing that really helped me honestly is eating clean and cardio with minimum calory intake. Good luck..

When u talk of emotions are u regarding dp/dr?? If so it depends on the person and the severity of hppd. U stated it's mild so u will feel it dissipate in time.. Stay away from all drugs, caffeine, and junk food this will allow ur brain to heal. This disorder is pretty scary upon the introductory levels of trying to figure out "IS IT GETTING WORSE"?? "MY Visuals ARE DIFFERENT TODAY" I can relate considering I have had ths for 25 years now..

I see... I'm doing mine with 23andme.. I guess we can still exchange the data and compare as we dare..

Who did u order it from??

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Just read this forum.  Yes, there are plenty of writings promoting tripping, several I've read.  Yes, there are many who trip without seeming to be harmed.  Sort of like Russian roulette but instead of 6 chambers there are a couple hundred.  Russian roulette is also probably not legal ... thus we don't see it on any 'reality shows' such as Survivor.  Guess we need a HPPD reality show ... or would it be a non-reality show???

 

 

There are always many view points.  But is it practical to sit on the fence?

 

 

 

P.S. Good to see you back around.  Someone was looking for you

 

 

 

 

I've been interested in trying MAOIs and there is a certain logic to them.  I have tried a MAO-B Inhibitor which worked absolutely great, just a little weak.  Problem is getting docs to continue to prescribe.

 

MAOs were the most successful 'mental' meds.  But a person could get sick from eating too much cheese or other fermented foods.  So other meds were developed (tricyclics, SSRIs, SNRIs) but statistically none have been as effective.

 

They are still available but good luck getting one prescribed - - - guess that sort of means they are not available, just manufactured to look pretty on the shelf.

 

If the doc will give it to you, try Selegeline.  If so, under no circumstances take anything that increases serotonin or norepinephrine - a week before, during, or a week after.

Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do.... YOU HAVE REACHED THE TWILIGHT ZONE !!!

Well, Its yours for four easy payments of $19.95 _{plus 4.99 shipping}

 

Just read this forum.  Yes, there are plenty of writings promoting tripping, several I've read.  Yes, there are many who trip without seeming to be harmed.  Sort of like Russian roulette but instead of 6 chambers there are a couple hundred.  Russian roulette is also probably not legal ... thus we don't see it on any 'reality shows' such as Survivor.  Guess we need a HPPD reality show ... or would it be a non-reality show???

 

 

There are always many view points.  But is it practical to sit on the fence?

 

 

 

P.S. Good to see you back around.  Someone was looking for you

 

 

 

 

I've been interested in trying MAOIs and there is a certain logic to them.  I have tried a MAO-B Inhibitor which worked absolutely great, just a little weak.  Problem is getting docs to continue to prescribe.

 

MAOs were the most successful 'mental' meds.  But a person could get sick from eating too much cheese or other fermented foods.  So other meds were developed (tricyclics, SSRIs, SNRIs) but statistically none have been as effective.

 

They are still available but good luck getting one prescribed - - - guess that sort of means they are not available, just manufactured to look pretty on the shelf.

 

If the doc will give it to you, try Selegeline.  If so, under no circumstances take anything that increases serotonin or norepinephrine - a week before, during, or a week after.

Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do.... YOU HAVE REACHED THE TWILIGHT ZONE !!!

Hi 

 

I have posted here previously. But instead of people actually being interested in the fact that I have endured the HPPD scenario for such a long time, I merely seem to have encountered ageism and sexism, and to be blunt 'taking the piss'! . I really wanted to discuss this - I have been in limbo with this 'illness'  for years.  Thanks so much for your understanding. 77

 

Dearie me - you really are a lovely little elite bunch aren't you? I thought acid was meant to have broadened your horizons? Obviously not!

 

I am glad of the site - as it taught me about HPPD - and many thanks for that.   But I will not bother to post again.  We have absolutely nothing to learn from each other.

 

Love & Peace etc

I remember u.. Correct me if I'm wrong but u made a little math error with ur time duration of having hppd and someone made it an issue ... U apologized for it (with some sarcasm) I don't think I seen u again after that.. Please tell me I'm right that would mean my memory is coming back.. Hppd24yearsandutookthechampionbeltfromme..lol..

DID ANYONE EVER THINK THAT JUST MAYBE IT COULD BE A PROTECTIVE MECHANISM IN OUR BRAIN SO WE DON'T KEEP DOING PSYCHS CONTINUOUSLY??   LIKE EVERYONE WITH HPPD SEEMS TO FUNCTION IN SOCIETY AS A PRODUCTIVE MEMBER WITH JOBS, POST- SECONDARY EDUCATION, THEIR OWN BUSINESS, FAMILY, LOVE, EMPATHY, ABLE TO HAVE SEX, SENSE OF HUMOR, COGNITIVE MEMORY, SMARTS AND THE LIST GOES ON..  I DO HAVE FRIENDS IN LOW PLACES AND THE DRUGS CONSUMED THEM WHERE THEY DO NOT HAVE THE MENTIONED ABOVE.. I SOMETIMES THEORIZE THIS HPPD IN A DIFFERENT VIEW..  MAYBE IF WE DIDN'T GET THESE HORRIBLE REMINDERS FROM THE RESIDUE EFFECT FROM TAKING PSYCHEDELICS WE MIGHT HAVE NOT BEEN WHO WE ARE NOW TODAY??   IF DRUGS DID WORK WITH ME MAYBE I WOULD BE DEAD OR IN THE LOONY BIN OR STRUNG OUT ON SOMETHING ELSE LIKE A LOT OF PEEPS I KNOW AND PROBABLY YOU GUYS NOW AS WELL..  I CAN TELL YOU THIS I HAVEN'T TRIED ANY OTHER CRAZY PSYCHEDELICS OR HEROIN, COCAINE, PHARMACEUTICALS SINCE INQUIRING HPPD..  I SOMETIMES WONDER IF THAT IS THE TRUE REASON I RECEIVED THIS FUCKED UP PHENOMENON.. MAYBE IT'S REALLY A NATURAL DEFENSE MECHANISM FOR THE SAFETY AND PERSEVERANCE OF HUMAN BEINGS AGAINST THE NEGATIVE EFFECTS FROM LONG TERM DRUG USE..  I DO REALIZE IT IS TORTUROUS BUT THAT'S SPECIFICALLY WHAT THIS DISORDER IS DESIGNED TO DO AND  HOW IT WORKS!!  IF THIS WAS TRUE I THINK I GET IT CONSIDERING THE 25 YEAR SENTENCE WHICH THIS HAS PRETTY MUCH BEEN GOING ON FOR IN MY LIFE.. THERE SHOULD BE A TIME PROTOCOL ALSO INCORPORATED IN THIS "DEFENSE MECHANISM"   LOL..                         ANYWAYS JUST A THEORY..       HPPD24YEARSANDSTILLPONDERING!! 

I feel and think when taking psychedelic drugs; "tripping" should be defined like by my friends experiences from their hallucinations. "Which they say" it expands their brain into a psycho- active transient tranquility positive episode.. They do not feel anxiety or panic nor a bad trip it's more of a settle like feeling of "This is kool/ecstasy" and ultimately no side effects of hppd symptoms after the "ingestion period and reaction to psychedelics" is over..  All of my friends with the exclusion of me where exonerated from the sentencing of Hppfuckingd and any after symptoms related to it negatively.. They do see colors, tracers, streamers, crazy thoughts, weird feelings, "when tripping" but they are controlled with no flight to flee or panic or anxiety attached.. I do find it really frustrating that I'm the only odd ball of this experience that has been tagged with Hppd.. I know U guys can relate too!!!                          So I conclude it is the reaction to the hallucinatory areas of our brain that never really knew how to deal with the chemical alterations from it accordingly.. My friends well that is anther story...    Y??? I couldn't fucking tell yeah even if I was paid!!  I guess only time will tell...   Pss; Maybe when I die I will be able to figure this Hppd out hopefully not though I would like to figure it out while I'm still alive..   Hppdstillspinningmywheels!!      

lol.. The knife represents hppd and the orange is us.. There needs to b a repealment to that where we are the knife and Hppd is the orange... One day hppd will take its foot out of our ass hopefully not to put the other right back in it...

Yeah studies are good that's for sure but their participants don't have HPPD barely anyone knows of it including specialists.. However it is a factoid either way.. I'm on day 4 with small in halations and into month three with ingesting.. C how she goes

Visual.... The main myth was the "permatrip" where the user never came down.... Similar to HPPD really.

Then there was a myth about someone ingesting 30000 trips while trying to smuggle them.... And being in a permatrip thinking he was an orange

Are u joking?? I mean sensibly no one can take 30,000 hits and come back to reality?? But u know thinking u were an orange wouldn't b to bad.. Lol.. I guess that's y ur calling it a myth..<(not true) though I could c someone trying to smuggle them in from somewhere like they do heroin by swallowing it in a balloon.. Then the balloon tares from ur stomach acid while the contents get absorbed by ur body.. Crazy shit!!

I'm sure different strains of cannabis will effect each person differently. I have smoked some recently that did make me more anxious than usual and I was very glad when I was done with that bag. I've got some now that I try not to smoke because all it does is give me hella munchies.

U most be a connoisseur of the "Great Green" Incredible hulk that is..

That's very incredibly interesting most peeps on here can't indulge in such a theatrical that's truly amazing.. I know Idica strains are more medically driven but Sativa's are mind alterating as hell.. Well u some how opened another avenue of ur brain which is copiously ironic but fundamentally forgivingly.. Like I said b4 I'm experimenting with extractables and small inhalations to build up tolerance.. Kind of like guys who purposely inject themselves with venom from poisonous snakes.. They eventually die }<kidding); "They grow tolerance"!!! I hope my brain can deal with this transition sometimes u have to think outside the box.. Fuck me!! Hppdlookthefuckoutthiscouldbeludicrouslyderangedintoinsanity.