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I think something must be broken ive been on numerous forums and people never ask to have accounts validated if everything is working ok there shouldn't be a problem unless these people are very stupid... I very much doubt that that is the case but if it is the case... oh well On a more serious note can someone with the power to do so investigate ive seen requests for help in the status area for maybe 2 weeks... potential contributers/people in need of help may become disilusioned it almost feels like we are being rude

Some peeps on the status section looking to get there accounts validated can someone help. Thanks

Best of luck mate, my only tip is to supplement with b6 to help with "Keppra Rage" if you experience it

I made a post on the old forum about how my symptoms seemed to improve when I get the flu but only at first. Everything gets much worse while im fighting it, a few other people also noticed this.

Should of said my hand not my arm.

I had the palsy to, I woke up and couldn't move my arm that was when shit really started to hit the fan for me... weird you guys had it to

Jay Ive had a massive problem with eye contact to, Its hard to explain but when I tryed to speak to people id feel like a pressure behind my eyes I would just tense up this caused me immense frustration as I kept trying to succeed to the point it was making other people uncomfortable talking to me, its getting better but it comes back now and then.

Hi Brendan. Your story is all to familiar. The tiredness which you describe prior to mushrooms does sound like what I was going through before I took LSD was your memory particularly bad (if you can remember ). Theoretically if your symptoms were caused by candida a week of treatment would not be sufficient imo. You say your detox helped so it maybe worth taking it further. Im pretty sure that I significantly reduced candida from my digestive system the problem im having is reaching the infection in my head. Im assuming its just my sinuses but its taking an age to sort. Ive spent hours lying on my side with Hydrogen Peroxide ear drops in trying to clear the crap that comes down but its causing a bit of a viscous cyccle where it drains into my stomach and starts causing problems again, the noises that come from stomach are scary. Its so unpleasant that I am very apprehensive about doing it but i gotta press on. When I clear my ears I get short lived visual improvements, significantly reduced afterimages and only mild static and more vibrant colours. I also get a similar result by putting two tablespoons of unpasteurized apple cider vinegar (a potent antifungal) in a glass of warm water I then dropped a little into my ears and laid on my side its hard to describe the sensation in my head but there is a lot of movement within 20 minutes my visuals clear up noticably also the tightness is somewhat reduced, maybe you could try it and report back you may want to read up online before trying as it is acidic. I think the key is eliminating the infection from the head and thats what im trying to do. I plan to reintroduce NAC in the near future I stopped taking it as I realised it was causing dieoff. Other things I have been taking to reduce the candida toxins are molybdenum and a bayberry formula which contains Bayberry, Milk Thistle, Marshmallow, Butternut Red Clover, Burdock Ginger and Wild yam. I was getting alot of liver pain from the detox and the bayberry formula has significantly reduced it.

Yeah methodone sounds pretty crazy to me, but i don't know enough to advise about that. Yes it is normal for visuals to go crazy when coming off kpins especially when not tapering correctly.

Take it slow and at a pace that causes you the least amount of discomfort, don't try to over push yourself there really is no benefit it may even create further problems for you, worsening of symptoms is to be expected it took me 2 weeks from my last diazepam dose (I switched from kpin) to see improvement things were at there worse around the 5 day mark. Leading up to this I had a slow taper my final dose was 2mg of diazepam.

Wanted to give a heads up on this stuff, ive been really depressed and it being itensified by a detox protocol im currently doing. I ve tried antidepressants and they make everything way worse. Maca was recommended to me by a natural health practitioner, after a week and a half on this stuff I have much better energy and my mood is generally better. I can definitely recommend this as a treatment for lethargy/depression and possibly anxiety and seemingly with no worsening of HPPD symptoms also this stuff makes me horny as hell so if you have problems in that department another reason to get some of this. I was advised that not all Maca is created equally so do some research before buying, my particular product is made by Rio Amazon. I use a lvl teaspoon serving everyday mixed in with tea, it tastes a bit strange at first but now I find it delicious you need to keep stirring or you will get a mouthful of powder at the end. Hopefully this will be helpful for some people here!

Sometimes when I play really hectic games like geometry wars I close my eyes and can still see the game like in the form a closed eye visual its only really annoying when im trying to sleep.

Update, severe depression wacky mood swings behaviour past couple of weeks which has been clearing up over the last few days. Discharge from head is way worse I can hear cracking/clicking noises like someone breaking up a rice crispy cake its coming from the top of my skull and temples there is actually solid chunks of substance coming down past my ears and going into my stomach its making me feel really sick, My head must of been full of whatever this is its obviously being broken up into smaller chunks so my body can get rid of it, its even behind my eye sockets and cheeks im going to see if my doctor can analyse a bit and tell me what it is as it obviously not normal...

Good for you mate. Try your best to stick it out 1 day at a time.

I'm more excited about what happened yesterday today I think it weirded me out and it put me in a very depressed mood I really hope it comes back again.

Good luck man being in a band with like minded/motivated people is the best thing and if you have to up sticks to find that well I say its totally worth it. Sex & Rock n roll... no drugs for you my friend

Big News! Tonight I had sinus drainage again... when it happens i sometimes get shivers I think its because the bacteria, fungus (whatever.... i sound like a hypochondriach but I can't help but analyze these things) is going down the back of my throat and into my stomach and I get exacerbated die off. Today was slightly different I got cold but I also became really tired it came on out of no where and I fell asleep on the couch for maybe fifteen minutes. I awoke and had what I assume was completely normal vision I was still waking up and I didn't really get a chance to examine my surroundings properly it lasted for about 10 seconds and then I saw what looked like a sperm swimming in my eye site and they multiplied till they filled my vision and everything became more and more distorted till I was back in the land of HPPD. You would think I would be over the moon but I found it alien and somewhat disturbing I actually felt relief when my vision went back to HPPD, I don't know what to make of it especially how it felt maybe because I couldn't take it all in in 10 seconds. I've had this for 1/3rd of my life coming up to ten years I guess that this reality has become my normal. I have over the years many times tried to visualize what things looked like pre HPPD and it would always look like HPPD and even though I saw it an hour or so ago I still can't visualize it correctly.

Thinking about it I must of had this problem for maybe a few years as I remember being at work at a particular warehouse job there were loads of people and forklift trucks zipping all over the place and I couldn't handle it.

it was really bad for a couple of weeks after my trip, and then it slowly got better I cant say how long exactly. I remember freaking out wondering if things were as smooth as they were before. It came back in different iterations the strangest was were things actually seemed sped up but again it was jerky like a video missing frames but running at a faster speed.

Sorry that last message was a bit cold. Just your best interests at heart I hope you get it figured out man.

Thats not responsible lol... not at all. Try increasing the gap to 5 weeks and then 6 etc. You are not giving yourself a chance to even see where your baseline is i'm not surprised your vision is so fucked I bet if you gave it up for 3 months your vision would improve.

Are you self medicating yourself with these drugs ie doing it to escape the HPPD? Cos if you are you would be better of on Benzos and I don't recommend them lightly but you are fucking yourself over with these drugs man. If you can barely see and it gets worse after taking them you NEED to stop I don't know what more to tell you.

http://hppdonline.com/public/style_images/1_maintitle.jpg is anyone else seeing this pic in the top left? It looks like it not suppost to be there.

Hi Larry I experienced this choppy vision after my acid trip that gave me HPPD its like the framerate is wrong like a bad internet video it gradually improved over time for me. I don't know about the benzos mate but when I started having difficulties with clonazepam I did somewhat better on diazepam if I was you I would ask to switch and see what happens. I hope you start to feel better soon man.