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yea ill tell him for sure. now he wants me to try allegra d thinking its my allergies and i took one this morningalong with my .5 at like 6 30 on 3 hours sleep cause im on a road trip. ive tried to sleep but i cant exactly tell when im sleeping or for how long. and i feel like cutting my damn head open. might be a week of torture. i wasnt expecting everything to come back and worse than before and last for like 2 weeks since ive been back up to my normal dose. typed this from my phone if it looks weird.

ive always been insensitive but after i decided to drop and had issues i went back up. and everything pre-clonazepam is still here. it was barely noticeable for 2 years then my doc reccommends the .5 drop and now have no idea when ill be back again. just hoping it doesn't take a whole year. don't know if i could handle that. i hate when i can't rem. shit that happened 5 sec. ago plus whenever i move my eyes everything else around it moves to a new place so when i look back it it looks "new" to me if that makes sense.

i personally hate all the "love ya girl!" type posts filling up my news feed

alright yea i took the first dosage of the methadone last night 3 pills and didn't like the result, came on here to see if there were any responses to it. i don't think im gonna take it anymore and yea that benzobuddies sight seems really good. thanks again

thanks for the replies. but what i was wondering if it was normal or not for visuals to increase when you make that big of a drop and then go back up to my usual .5mg/ twice a day. which is what i did. ive come to the conclusion that after that very short drop that i did i can't handle everything without the clonazepam and my doctor thins methadone might help as well. thoughts?

hey all i was on .5mg/ twice a day for 2 years and two wednesdays ago i went down to .5 once a day. about the 5th day of being off it i got increasing visual, trails/afterimages and it seems now i can only focus on one thing like tunnel vision. or when i close my eyes i have no sense of where i am anymore or sense of time. just a foggy haze. terrible memory but everything got worse the 5th day i tapered off. i decided to go back to my normal dose on my 6th day. so last monday or tuesday and virtually no improvement. some patches of somewhat normalcy but still terrible. is everything increasing and when can i expect to be "normal" again.

no its not commodre its someone we drafted in the 5th or 6th round. prob. wont see him anytime soon but tomas jurco looks like a steal

me being an avid golfer with lofty aspirations lol figured id start a thread while the oldest open championship is going on. anyone else enjoy a day on the course(hopefully everyday). and yes still a huge Tiger fan regardless of his off the course issues. he inspired me to pursue perfection of the game i don't care what he does off of the course. but fav. golfers are John Daly, Anthony Kim, Rory, and Miguel "the Mechanic" Jimenez. cigar never leaves mouth

im more interest to see brendan smith get playing time. love the white signing. big e needs to start playing more like he did in the 08 playoffs. dats and z have only about 3-5 great years left in them. don't like to think about it but i see Jurco getting some time maybe two seasons from now to learn from dats. we also drafted an animal on D physically wise. forgot his name lol.

the fogginess/lightheadedness/whatever people call it lol, is whats whats bothering me the most now. now i was on .5 mg of clonazepam twice a day and then i wanted to taper off so went immediately down to once a day like my doc said. i wasn't prepared for it so i have been back on my normal .5 twice a day about two days ago( my memory is bad as well) but everything seems to have gotten worse with a little improvement since i went down and back up. and the feeling like im not really there and the memory/fogginess is bothering me more. increased trails and afterimages as well. do you guys think its because of the going down for 5 days and now just recently coming back up? is that normal?

yea i tried tapering off, couldn't handle it at all. visuals and everything else got worse and went back up to my normal dosage yesterday still waiting to get back to normal(my normal). don't know how long that takes? w/d can be done but i couldn't handle it right now because im a pussy apparently lol. gl to ya and i hope someone can inform on how long it might take for me to start feeling "normal" again.

i guess ill post an update. i couldn't handle it at all. couple nights ago was the worse night of my life no sleep whatsoever and it has continued. got like 2 hours last night. talked to my old doc(he moved to the hospital permanently) and told him what was going on. my anxiety was and still somewhat is through the roof. all my visuals became way worse. more than when i first noticed hppd 4 years ago. terrible visions when i closed my eyes, plus terrible thoughts. no way i could make it for much longer tbh. so going back up to 1/mg a day. didnt think that was a lot but i guess ive been taking it for like 3 1/2 years so whatever, so i failed my first go around will wait to try again and prepare myself better i think. are these reactions normal btw?

yea i get minor trails and the image persistance. don't believe depth perception is an issue until i get hammered lol.

yea a little confusing. i dont close my eyes. i shut off all the lights waited for my eyes to adjust and just stared and i guess darker is the only way to explain it.

ive been doin it for a few days now and i notice a diff. might be for the good though. can't really tell lol. im smiling a lot more apparently according to my parents and i dont know if more energy is the way to say it but it feels foreign. as far as the memory goes i think its clearer but tbh it still feels a little weird. visuals are still there might not be as much though. another question, has anyone turned off the lights and just stared? for some reason i did it last night and my whole field of vision got darker. spooked me a bit. got off track there. yea it is weird how every person reacts differently though. again thanks for the responses.

idk seems to be to me. OP was 9 years ago so obviously no progress as of yet and no one knows who he is.

hey guys thanks for the replies. apparently im easily affected by it. only 2/mg a day. gonna start tapering though and try keppra i believe. my doc wants to do a little more research before it gets prescribed though

Plus hoping something else would help just as much or better without the memory issues thanks in advance

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