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I have been using valium just recentley with fare ups i.e. exaserbated symptoms just over the past two weeks.

Thanks Ghormeh,

The Dosage / Streangth is 100MG - 25MG (half a tab 3 times daily)

As i read in earlyer posts, to start on a low dose, then gradually increase. Possibly up to three whole tabs per day.

I am also on a low dose of valium.. Aprox 2 5 mg tabs per day.

VISUAL thanks so much i really hope it works well too!!!

I will list my symptoms here :

I am not current with all the new HPPD symptom termonoligy so i will do my best to describe first hand as i see it. I am sure all the symptoms listed below can be put into HPPD catigorys to make it sound more simple / simplify the process so it does not sound so intense. I would like to do this.

Ok here goes...

Billions of constantly moveing patterning, like a shimering universe, millions of shimmering pin pricks with an array of all colours overlapping everything.

multiplicity of coulors ( purple, red, yellow, white, black, pink etc etc.. ALL COLOURS tho very bright psychadelic colours, not normal colours)

Implodeing, Explodeing, Constant movement.. Like a fuzzy television only with trillions microscopic psychadelic patterning, much finer and multiplied many more times than a fuzzy black and white TV set. i.e. all colours.

Ghosting, halos around objects, moveing in and out of the object, distorting the object.

Movement of objects.. starbursts.

With lights out it is total engulfment.. shutting my eyes i can see a million stars like looking into a kaleidascope or looking into the universe from out of space. With lights out it is pretty much the same thing.

Majour visual snow with multiple "worm holes" eating into things.

All the patterns eat into everything.. firey reds etc etc

"Seeing the air" mainly just intense patterning over everything... Intensified / engulfed by in the dark i.e. lights out.

It is distressing at times relating to family, co workers and not being able to see them properley.. It is difficult trying to look at one object however basic and focus on it without some movement. i.e. difficulty in concentration.

All this (visuals) is from first thing in the morning ... until last thing at night....

At times some activitys are helpful... i.e. some good days / times ... other days can be intolerable.

At times i get a weird feeling behind my eyes.. it is hard to describe this feeling.. the way i describe it is.. it just feels "weak" im not sure how to put it into words??

I know this description is quite full on... i have had HPPD since i was 17 and im now 34

Thanks very much again everyone for all the support-

I totally welcome any questions / insight / imput / or shared experience..

Hey Everyone..

Just been to the docter and was perscribed Sinemet.

Starting on half a tab three times a day...

Fingers crossed this will help...

Any possative insight from others experienced with this Drug would be apprecated

Thanks

hey thanks Muchmandy... wishing you all the best too man.. good to meet you

Hello everyone,

Have just redjisterd with this new site

I am a long time sufferer with the full blowen real deal.. I first discoverd that what i was enduring was HPPD back when the old stormloader site was up.

I am still making a big effort to fully recover so i can persue my dreams , passions and make the very most of my life..

Was recentley considering going to Boston for medication trials...

I think it is good that people are benefiting from "senimet" and various meds that i was not aware of... i am now willing to test them out too.. and i think it s awesome that 100,000 is being donated to reacerch each year.. It would be great to brain storm possible ways to rase more funds towards this cause...

Thanks everyone especially David for all your hard work, support and dedication...

Looking forward to connecting soon

thinking of possibly going.. im going to give David a call