morbide

ahaha awww man thats rough. apparently i got a cats vagina rubbed on my face when i was K/Oed once.

why were u fighting harry, u dont seem the violent type

It was 100% self defense, first and only 'fight' I prefer verbal conflicts.

Yeah, kinda annoying when my teacher looked like god or some holy saint with an aura around him.

Pre hppd!

After a fight like i said I was so high and drunk out of my mind, woke up next morning and had a heartattack looking in the mirror, the blood on the pillow was weird too

When i get home i'll post a pic of me after i gott in a fight drunk as hell

By the sounds of it ur the closest to being healed on this site. Then me I think. I just need to get my anxiety under control again

Then me My visual snow is improving every day, after images and halos are still bad though.

well is a job in economy what you want? if it is you should go for it!

and i know what you mean about art but thats only the lucky ones really

No i dont want to work with economy, as soon as my hppd eases i'll join the army

Well you can make easy money out of modern art, paint a dot and call it the complexity of the human instinct att get one godzillion dollars for it. Maybe i'll try that... I fancy classic art

While i need like 5 more years of full time study to get a job involving economy

But honestly, is college like in the movies? like party all the time, beer pong and stuff like that? Always wondered

Haha my grades are pathetic ;D well economy is kinda dull but at least it's logical. I've always wanted to study art, i love drawing and painting

lucky for u mandy ;D visual snow doesnt bother me too much its easy to ignore really once ur used to it

and good to hear u graduated morbide!! what did u graduate from lol

been drinkin quite abit myself today haha twas my hometown derby today so had to celebrate

dont even like football to be honest but its an occasion thats still entertaining lol

I guess it's like high school for you guys, it's really big here in sweden to graduate from that I studied societyscience(directly translated from swedish ) and economics!

harry ur a fucking nutter man, im too prang to drink a beer and ur partying all day. please be carefull dude. congrats on graduating but. dont fuck urself up

Well thats great I challenged fate today and i've been drinking constantly for 9 hours, no worsening... yet. But you only graduate once in a lifetime!

I used to think id prefer visuals to go but once uv had an axious or paranoid attack ul soon see visuals are easy to live with. Control ul mind and keep relaxed and the visuals will dampen. Eat healthy, try not to consume too much sugar. No cigarettes or caffine.limited or no alcohol and just try stay stress free

When i eat much sugar my visuals and anxiety go crazy! Learned my lesson last week, thought it would be permanent

Same here nepu.

Alice that seems kind of bad my visual snow is mostly visible in the midday and then it diminishes in the evening.

After a couple of months my visuals are slowly fading to normal, today i saw nearly a clear blue sky! There is hope man, worrying only makes it worse.

Yeah i can't relax when i take sedative pills, first time i took the anxiety reducers i'm on now i read on the package that 1 person out of 100000 experience heart-failure, that freaked me out so much becouse i was so sure i would have a heart attack...

Get a new doctor dude

Get a new doctor dude

Sometimes when i'm watching tv it feels like im watching it through a tv, if you know what i mean.

On the website or in real life? Neither way i can't say that i do

Chest tightness is a really common anxiety symptom it will pass soon. It was the first symptom I got but passed after a week.

If it doesn't pass you will learn to ignore it, i've had that feeling for 6 months straight and i can still go for a jog without suffocating, it's not dangerous.

Ugh double post, pardon me.

It only comes when my dr kicks in, which it does rarely nowadays thank god.

Or try asking for a miracle pill that cures hppd, leave no stone unturned

Sounds like a stress reaction, stress affects the CNS in the weirdest ways.