John Smith Posted January 25, 2012 Report Share Posted January 25, 2012 Hey guys, hope yall are well... Stupid old me went on a 3 day bender again (dont actually remember day 2, pieced it together today by re-examining my texts and bank statements, which makes me feel horrible) on lotsa beer, morphine pills, xany, klon and weed (one night, first toke in over 6 months.) It sucks man, i told myself, ill take a xany and enjoy it and be responsible, next thing i know it's 3 days later and im out the 300 dollars i got for christmas and my parents find out im on drugs (again,) feels so shitty, finally came back to school after a semester of online classes, and this is what happens. All my old symptoms got a little worse as is usual, got some CEVs which i hadnt in a while, also the weird not quite there but there faces when im tryin to pass out which were gone. Anyway, for the last few days, ive been feeling hungover, like im nauseous, for no reason, my world just generally feels kinda queasy, it's goin away though, and also I just noticed it yesterday but it's definitely troubling, the rear right part of my head seems to be numb. Like when your leg falls asleep and you touch it and you can barely feel it? Anyone else get this? I cant stop touching my head hahaha, but it's also goin down. It's just hella weird. Whats back there anyway? Opiates dont agree with HPPD man, shit drains your dopamine, and booze needs no mention, lemme know if you guys can relate to these symptoms. Oh, on a separate note, donated blood today, felt a little headache, maybe a SLIGHT reduction in visual symptoms but i did feel foggier, and then i decided to go to the gym today (dumbass) and half way through my exercises I sat down to do one and i just felt a DROP in blood pressure and light headed and like I was gonna faint, and I stumbled to the drinking fountain and I closed my eyes and the static was BAD, but not really patterned, but it went away, it didn't make me anxious, i kinda rationalize things well now, which is good. Had to go out and sit for a while before i felt ready to walk home. Cheers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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