How do negative major life changes affect HPPD and dp/dr?

[TheGman6072]

So today I am possibly in a family crisis that may involve losing a parent and this can change my life forever. This is one of the biggest panic attacks of my life and I know past panic attacks have made everything worse. I don't think buspirone can save me this time

[Mr.50's]

As you know I lost my dad a year ago this Saturday, it was absolutely horrible and it scarred me I still haven't recovered but I fought on and will continue to fight on and you must do the same

[TheGman6072]

But I also kind of feel it's my fault for the psychotic thoughts I used to have. This is something I can possibly fight but it won't be easy.

[Mr.50's]

Is a parent/sibling going to die? You should ask your psychiatrist about Naltrexone or Lamactil both good for depersonalization, just to get you through it

[TheGman6072]

This is seriously the biggest scare of my life.

[TheGman6072]

Ok so my mom did show up but she showed up very late at night. Her phone was off and everything and it's not normal for her to do that shit. The emotional stress from last night seems to have fucked me up a little more ????. I didn't sleep last night because I was super paranoid and full of anxiety

[trip into hell]

very bad