Talking to my mom

[TheGman6072]

So today is my 17th birthday and first thing I thought about was what would happen when I turn 18 and still have HPPD and dp/dr ? Somehow my dad got my new phone number and has been being a pain in the ass about how my birthday will go since his is the next day. So I told my mom that I don't want to still have this shit by the time I turn 18 and she scheduled another appointment for i think, this week. I have been telling her to take me to six fags or SeaWorld or something to get out of the house cuz nothing is worse than being stuck at home with dp/dr and HPPD in my face. For those of you who got HPPD as teenagers, what was it like when your turned 18 ?

[trip into hell]

dont wait for a cure ...cause you dont know when or if it happens at all...you know what dp/dr is?...its constant worrying about things that wont happen or if so, you cant do something against it..which makes it useless to worry about them. so stop the cycle of worrying and stop thinking about things you cant change or affect, cause all that keeps you away from living in the moment...if you live here and know and only think what you can do now..means you cant have dp/dr/anxiety.

 

living in the future or in the past (worrying), never helped anyone.

 

the future cant be good if you dont do something for it in the presence....

[TheGman6072]

Yeah well it's frustrating when everything seems like it's not real and it's not fair that people get it very bad and it goes away within months and here I am a year later with worsened effects

[trip into hell]

its not fair that hppd and similar disorders exist at all.

[TheGman6072]

Great my appointment will actually be on Nov 18th

[LethargicAcid]

youll be fine brah XD

[TheGman6072]

i need to get meds and then i'll be fine. i dont think these appointments mean i will get meds though

[trip into hell]

if you cant help yourself..there wont be chemicals to help you..you put your hopes into the wrong direction...