This colourfull mess

[onceexpanded]

Hello, My name is A

dam.

I'm 19 years old and consumed a stupid amount of lsd over a period of six months (somthing within the 250-300 *150ug mark... about 35mg in total) aswell as about 750-800mg of 4-ho-met. (i've been using pyschadelics for a while.. but this was the dawn of this new age).

My reality is diffrent from others, everything is vibrant... moving changing. colours are brighter, sounds more crisp. phsyical senstaions are more, silky. I've left the restraints of linear time... i am in the past present and future. My concertration is shot, but i have flashes of ability to do anything. i am functioning at college but i think i need to comunicate these things to people taht understand.

At times it is challenging, the repetative waving does my head in at times--- i feel mentaly strained quicker and tierd quicker, stress changed the bright colours to more sinister reds. at times i think i'm psycotic... but surely one in that state lacks the lucity to question there own sanity?

I'm looking to make sense of this new reality, how to manage... who to tell- how to tell them?

Any advice about anything related to this, or anything at all would be very much apreciated.

(i apollogise for my spelling)

One love, awakened people.

Adam

x

[pyramidic99]

Hi Adam It sounds like you are appreciating this new state for most of the time, but finding it hard to deal with at certain occasions? It seems like you are keeping a clear head in any case (not always easy!). If you google 'spiritual emergency' you might find something that interests you?

[Br0k3nS41nt]

I guess if it works for you... to me it is just cold, like I am living on the edge of existence, gazing out into the chaos of the void.

[Tigress]

Hello.

My advice is do not do any more LSD - ever - and lay off dope too. I know it's difficult but try to put your mind to other things. What are you studing at college? Does study 'help' you to forget what you are now experiencing? Does anything alleviate it? If it does go with that. Time will heal this.