TheGman6072 Posted July 17, 2015 Report Share Posted July 17, 2015 I have had derealization for I don't remember how long. It sucks when I do fun things but it doesn't feel real and the memory was like a dream. I was just swimming with dolphins in Hawaii earlier today and i feel like I dreamed it. All of my memories are like this. Been in Hawaii for a week now and it all feels like a dream. I have also been suspecting that I have depersonalization after having 3 diphenhydramine trips 3 nights in a row starting on the 4th of July. Ever since the day after the 3rd trip, I been feeling little to no emotion except for 2 days after taking magnesium pills where I felt a new kind of depression that I never felt before but I can hardly feel anything but anger or slight sadness now. I have felt isolated from everyone since I started doing drugs a year and a half ago and I don't feel any kind of affection for my own family but I don't think that is part of depersonalization. I don't feel very exited about certain things the way I used to and I find it very hard to have empathy but I find it easier and easier to open up on this site 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LethargicAcid Posted July 21, 2015 Report Share Posted July 21, 2015 please, do your best to be positive. Lobotomizer, He is a success story and he helped me out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGman6072 Posted July 22, 2015 Author Report Share Posted July 22, 2015 I try to think positive but it's difficult. I often use social fakes to hide it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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