YO ELLIOT!

[hppd33]

I keep trying to make people laugh. I just cant talk funny anymore, because i dont feel a damn thing. Sometimes Joy in my head. Or I laugh at people how they are, and want to be like that.  FUCKED UP!! My hope is still on Lamictal, i really hope my vision' and death fear go away, and will heal. Probably most of you want this

 

I have a bad case of DP/DR and HPPD. I feel like shit, and want to cry all day. I am going to be alone.. in my own world.. my mom is going to die.. My brother and me are not friends, I have no real friends anymore. I dont like irritating jokes, i like to look at things and think ohhh how nice it could be again! I think i think i think i think.

 

Elliot helps me. 

 

Here are some examples:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n5uyWeNs0Y&feature=share

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAi5wAT3q28

 

Maybe you have someting about it!

 

Have fun!