windscar Posted March 6, 2011 Report Share Posted March 6, 2011 I only used LSD once. With exception of smoking a few joints, I never used any other recreative drug, not even alcohol / nicotine. My life was perfect. Now it's ruined. 2 months in hell. HELL. You guys are bothered with your visuals. What you don't realize is that HPPD is not a visual disease. Our entire brain is damaged. The visuals are just the obvious part. You don't notice, but you are fucked up, and it's forever. Your thoughts are fucked up, your memory is fucked up, your concentration, visual memory, spatial and logical thinking... everything is somewhat affected. And there is no healing. It is a lie. Nobody ever recovers from HPPD. People just treat their anxiety, and those who say to healed just learned to live. But the fact is: the damage will never go away. Deal with that if you can. Can you? I can't. I can't take it anymore. This is the worst thing that ever happened to me. People underestimate how horrible is that condition. I would EASILY trade HPPD for paraplegia. I'm so sad. I didn't deserve that. I won't kill myself ONLY because of those I love. ='( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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