2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 Up til recently when I woke I would see thick b/w sparkly snow.in specks and groupings of.4... Like 4 circles in a ground amd then a break 4 more. After a rocky night sleep ( mad cevs ) I woke up to a cev,amd ir was sorta a cracked fractally pattern, when I opened my eyes and blinked I could see the white outine of all the cracks. Almost like I could see veins in my eyes...but white and allover my vision. Pretty nasty. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nepuinthesky Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 i have this too when i first wake up and blink while looking on a bright surface. and yes this are your veins its called the purkinje's tree. i also got it while an eye exam and the doc looks into my eye with his slit lamp. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 Strange eh. I wonder why hppd makes us see it sometimes. Fuckin wierd like. Ah well its not harmfull. As is the way with hppd it makes u thinj its gone then it scares you. Yesterday I had minimal snow. Trails didnt bother me. Maybe 5 after images ll day. No cevs. But then when almost asleep dmt like cevs, anxiety and then wake up to the tree vessells Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nepuinthesky Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 we are hyper sensitive to everything what happens to our vision. you never know for sure whats normal, whats normal but increased or whats HPPD on its own. the purkinje's tree is mostly normal for everybody while eye exams and alot people without HPPD get it when tired and lookin on a white wall for example. my girlfriend told me a few weeks ago when she wakes up in a room with a texture wallpaper she sees it moving. dont now if this normal or if its related to her drug use in the past. but i think when we are tired alot of people can relate to a few HPPD symptoms. here is a pic of the prunkije's tree: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cs1234 Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 I've always seen that when I press against my closed eyelids for a while. but after hppd really weird stuff happens when I do that...first of all, the snow gets crazy and colorful, and then a donut shaped afterimage is formed (this takes a while to go away) and then this weird pattern is everywhere. after pressing against my eyes a little more the "trees" start to show up, and then fractals that look like this: start forming all over them. It's weird and even when I open my eyes it takes a couple seconds for everything to fade. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 Yeah I get that. Google dmt visuals or patterns. I get that after like 10 mins Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nepuinthesky Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 pressing your eylid creates phosphenes in everyone i did that as a child very often. maybe it creates more crazy stuff a normal brain filters out. dont do this its not very healthy for your eyeball Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cs1234 Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 Yeah I get that. Google dmt visuals or patterns. I get that after like 10 mins 10 min of pressing against your eyeballs!? jeez dude you must've got some pretty blurred vision after that lol pressing your eylid creates phosphenes in everyone i did that as a child very often. maybe it creates more crazy stuff a normal brain filters out. dont do this its not very healthy for your eyeball yeah it definitely makes more visuals now than it did pre-hppd, at least for me. But yeah I won't do this again...I'm not even sure why I do it so much in the first place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nepuinthesky Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 haha i did it as a child because i liked the visuals now since they are there 24/7 they can go away for my sake^^ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 Maybe theres pressure on our eyes. Mine look like that without pressing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morbide Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 I see chinese letters and chessboards when i press my eyelids Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 10 min of pressing against your eyeballs!? jeez dude you must've got some pretty blurred vision after that lol Noooo man, that happens without pressing my eyes. I dont manipulate or play with my vision. i shut my eyes and its just white static, mainly black..then it gets coloury then patterny, within 5-10 minutes its like a full on DMT trip Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cs1234 Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 oh wow that sucks in my first couple weeks of HPPD I was like that too and hated the constantly changing and moving patterns. It passed on to just a geometric mesh over time and now it pretty much just resembles static. It'll get better, it did for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 It got better its kinda bad again, as i said i hate the fluctuation of symtoms, it constantly fucks me up. almost healed one day...ill the next. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nepuinthesky Posted July 10, 2012 Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 i think as long as symptoms fluctates your brain trys to adapt maybe its a good sign. stagnation could be worse because your brain doesnt try to fix anymore. thats only my opinion and i have no evidence Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted July 10, 2012 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2012 Maybe man, i was getting better apart from trails :/ they just happened like 2 weeks ago so. WTF is going on Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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