miketusa Posted June 18, 2012 Report Share Posted June 18, 2012 Really been freaking myself out lately. I keep thinking I might develop brain problems down the road. DXM and JWH use specifically make me think this. Bleh, I almost wish I never touched drugs, even If I did learn a lot about myself. Anybody ever feel this way? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
morbide Posted June 19, 2012 Report Share Posted June 19, 2012 All the time man, all the time... Done is done though, no reason to dwell on it imo :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted June 19, 2012 Report Share Posted June 19, 2012 ^^^ what harry said. too late for regrets. i wish i hadnt touched RCs 2cb scares the shit outta me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
miketusa Posted June 19, 2012 Author Report Share Posted June 19, 2012 Yeah, I guess you guys are right. I guess if I had brain damage it would have been a bit more obvious. I just need to stay off the internet. If I had stayed off the internet I would not have learned about half the shit I've done. Damn, I just liked getting really high. . . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted June 19, 2012 Report Share Posted June 19, 2012 yeah try not read too much into stuff. alot of the lads, hats off to em do alot of great research on here but i tend not to bother cos i just have a panic attack Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
miketusa Posted June 19, 2012 Author Report Share Posted June 19, 2012 Damn, that's no good. I thank the lord I have pretty much zero anxiety. I got really good at mentally combating it, and using breathing exercises. So now it hardly ever happens. But I feel for you man, thanks for reassurance. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2muchmandy Posted June 19, 2012 Report Share Posted June 19, 2012 The worst part of my hppd is anxiety and fear of worsening but on the day to day its under control, I just have bad days. Ur very lucky not to have it. Anyway as harry mentioned hppd could be brain alteration but its not damage I dont think. Besides who cares, whats done is done and ur obviously coping well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
miketusa Posted June 20, 2012 Author Report Share Posted June 20, 2012 I've always been very resilient to the challenges of life. I have been through a lot, and its sort of conditioned me to the point where I can put up with pretty much anything. The way I see it, If i'm not dead, i'm doing alright. I guess I should consider my case very mild, it's mostly visual, and like you said there are good days and bad days. Yeah, you are totally right. It's not like worrying is going to change the things I did. I really appreciate both of your replies! Really keeps me going. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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