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  1. Hello,by far the symptoms that is worsening and is very annoying for me is image trailing.It is so severe even when I look at the phone the motion is affected.I mention that I ve done all the exams both neurogical and ophtalmological.Is anything than can help??
  2. Hello,does anybody knows the cure for pallinopsia because it is very difficult to live with it?
  3. Hello,i experience weird things.I have HPPD from august 2022,some symptoms I think are getting better but in the last few i developed pallinopsia out of a sudden and today I have extreme headache and very bad pallinopsia.I don t know what to do,any advice will be appreciated.Not to mention that I didnt have pallinopsia in the beggining.
  4. Help please,it came out of the sudden and it s extremely annoyng
  5. Hello,I have numerous symptoms but in the last period I developed a light palinopsia(for example when it s dark and I look at a video and then at the walll I see for a second the margins of the image).Is there a cure?
  6. But I am not on a SSRI I am on bupropion (Wellbutrin i think is called in other countries)
  7. Yeah,I got this in plan to stop my antidepressant slowly in the next period,but not now because except my hppd,it happened many things
  8. So,I have what I think is HPPD since august 2022 from a period of consuming on a daily basis marijuana,ecstasy and cocaine(which I think was cut with somethig harmful).I think I have HPPD because I have done all investigations I could,I was hospitalized,did all ocular,blood,IRM,CT,EEG,EKG exams and nothing linked to vision came out).I went to ten neurologists I think and numerous ophtalmologist(all of them in the capital of my country) and they say I am fine but I am not.I have numerous visual disturbances,that in the lasts weeks are being worse(which I don t understand).I have a bussines to run,I am only 21 years old,I must have a familly,I feel I destroyed my life.I was at the point of suicide numerous times.I am on clonazepam and a antidepressant which helped for a time but now I feel I can t carry on.All normal things are harder like driving.I am extremely scared and don t understand my condition...I feel extremely bad that I have done drugs ever despite having all the chances to live a fullfiled life........I would do everything to turn back time,even though I try to repair my life because now I work at my father's bussines which I love doing(my life was a misery for a few months,I dropped out of college,I lose a lot of things,imagine gf leaving you when you have such problems).I try to live a healthy life,I work out,I eat healthy most of the times.A mistake I made was consuming a few lines of coke in the New Years Eve and little marijuana a few weeks ago.Imagine none of my friends know that I have visual symptoms and nobody except my familly(in our country if you do drugs you are extremelly judged and I have a reputation to keep in my town).I also have extremely pain in the liver in the last weeks....I am extremely scared and I don't know what the future have for me because I have so many things to do and I need good vision......Man,I don't know what to do because I don't understand why my symptoms are becoming worse....I have done all I could,I think...Please,help
  9. Man,consider yourself lucky you have just visual snow.I have lots of symptoms that are worsening and I have done all the tests you colud think off and nothing came out.I don t know what to do because I am scared that symptoms will get too bad
  10. Hello.I have what I assume it s HPPD(i have done all the test I could and all is all right) after a long abuse of weed,mdma and cocaine in summer 2022.After I got HPPD it evolved for three months and then it halted but in the last few weeks it seems to evolve.I mention that after I got HPPD,i only consumed drugs twice once cocaine and once weed last week.I mention that I am on clonazepam and an antidepressant.Also to mention is that I don t get enough sleep because I work and I also sleep late,I have a exhausting job and also go to gym 4 times a week.I don t know what to do….Any advice anyone?
  11. I noticed a slight exacerbation of symptoms after i began working out and didn't have a good sleep for a few days,is that normal?
  12. I noticed a slight exacerbation of symptoms after i began working out and didn't have a good sleep for a few days,is that normal?
  13. My story in what I think is HPPD(no other cause could be found) I have been consuming recreationally drugs for a couple of years but only ocasionally(I am 21).The thing is when I went in a vacation(mid august 2022) I consumed daily a lot of marijuana and MDMA,a couple of times.When I returned home,I consumed cocaine and this is what I think triggered what I have now because I think it contained something very harmfull or poisonous...After a few days,my light sensitivity began to appear and I had severe headaches.Not to mention that in time this has dissappeared but now I have geometric ilusions(things appear to tilt),oscillopsy(maybe from slight nystagmus because i got rid of 90% after taking clonazepam),very mild after images,halos at night and the most bizzare two symptoms I have is that illusion of thing moving faster(car blinkers are more faster than before for example) and extremely bizzare the image quality even on the phone is weaker(i see more pixels on low quality images).I did all the neurological,ophtamological and psychiatric investigations I could(I saw a lot of doctors including a professor neurologist that had 40 years of experience from the capital of my country ,did cerebral IRM and CT,OCT for optic nerve and retina,also been internated in hospital for one week where I have done a lot of blood investigations and cerebral fluid).Nothing come out regarding my symptoms,all the investigations are normal.The worst thing is that those symptoms had basically destroyed my life(had to drop out of University,no social life for 2 months I think and a lot of bad things).A mistake I made was to consume again drugs on New Year's Eve but it didn t really do nothing only exacerbate them a little bit and came to baseline.The antidepressant drugs had,basically,saved me from suicide(had suicidal thoughts and a good plan for weeks).Now after all this,I think i am on a good road.This year I began doing sports again(running,gym,cycling) and I plan to work at my familly business from february and continue my studies.I decided that I can't destroy my life even though I have severe visual symptoms(in my opinion because I am still able to drive,for example).My biggest fear is that the symptoms don't get worse.I hope one day I will get rid of them and be as happy as I was before but for the moment I think I must fight to be as normal as I can like before all of that.Think that I never told anyone anything except my parents and nobody suspects I have something,it's very hard Sorry for my long post and english(not a native english speaker) but I feel that I must write somewhere my story and get your opinions.
  14. I don t know if the findings are linked to hppd
  15. they are available around the clock Urgent receipts with ship with its own fleet gie-medical imaging laboratory Ambulance call RESULT Cranio-cerebral MRI examination with i.v. contrast administration. highlights: - single punctate demyelinating lesion present in the left frontal subcortical (non-specific MRI-to be monitored); the absence of acute lesions on the diffusion sequence or hemorrhagic stigmata on the SWI sequence; - the midline structures in normal position; -small dilatations of Virchow-Robin perivascular spaces present bilaterally fronto-parietal; symmetric ventricular system, located on the median line, moderately dilated, with no detectable obstructive cause on the performed sections; - pineal gland cyst, with diameters of approx. 13/13/14 mm; - the absence of pathological intakes of contrast substance infra or supratentorial, extra or intraneuraxial; - cerebral venous sinuses homogeneously opacified post-contrast, with slight asymmetry of the transverse sinuses -cerebral arterial vascular axes without notable particularities on the dedicated sequence; - normally pneumatized sinuses and mastoids; -slightly hypertrophic nasal comets (with a more pronounced appearance at the level of the lower left nasal turbinate); septum nasal deviated to the right of the median line. Conclusions: Single left frontal demyelinating lesion non-specific MRI (to be monitored). Mild communicating hydrocephalus, inactive, most likely secondary to diffuse cerebral atrophy. Pineal gland cyst. Nasal septum deviated to the right of the median line, with inflammatory changes in the left inferior nasal turbinate. Note:The diffuse cerebral atrophy is in fact frontal lobe atrophy wich is from when I was born but I wasn't aware of that and had excellent scholar results.
  16. I will write these days and post
  17. Thanks for the support,I am sure it will get better,it was the only time I consumed those things after getting HPPD.To combat HPPD,I realised that the only solution is to try distract me from the symptoms.
  18. A unique dotted lession in the frontal lobe.I can't really post the results because it is written in Romanian and I don't really how to translate those things but I will try these days.
  19. Hello,I have HPPD from summer 2022 from a period of consuming marijuana,MDMA and cocaine.In the New Year s day,i did a few lines of coke and drink lots of alcohol.I notice in the last days that the geometric deformities have become worse than before.Can it return to the baseline?
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