Ohh ok just trying to compare your story with mine I’ve had hppd for 5 years from lsd..in that time I would still do mdma which now I see prolonged my recovery but at the time didn’t seem to make my visuals worse then covid hit and didn’t do any drugs or anything because I mainly did it at festivals so I think that got my recovery to 90 percent but maybe 2 1/2 months ago I did mdma again took to much and had a very bad come down where I was thinking too much and couldn’t sleep till 4 the next day..Now my symptoms have increased way more..the thing that bothers me the most tho is I feel in my mind my condition is going to get worse everyday which sends me in a worry,then anxiety then derealization I know it takes time just like I had to deal with it before but I’m just upset at myself because I relapsed…Haven’t done any drugs since and haven’t drank for a month any new advice you can share?or how are you doing with your condition thank you