WuWei

To be honest most of these kind of meds will make hppd worse. But when I take adderall I feel like I'm on crystal meth and run around all day feeling high (good)!

But I also take 3mg of klonopin to wipe out the panic I would normally be getting from these class of pills.... I must say I do get heart palpitations as well when I take these pills, normally I only take them when I'm not working and drinking alcohol so I can drink more which is just abusing them like any amphetamine. You could try it once but you'll most likely get an anxiety attack. Again I've gotten serious heart palpitations from abusing these drugs just trying to have fun....hppd took this type of med off the map

That's what I thought. I don't like stumulants but I wanted to be able to go back to school, and I honestly don't see that happening right now. The brain fog and DP/DR stuff seems to go in cycles. Klonopin is the only thing that seems to help, but not with the brain fog...

I am also prone to panic attacks so maybe adderall isn't a good option. I've been panic attack free for almost a year or so now, and I don't want to get back to that. Makes life not even worth living on top of everything else. I guess I'll just ride it our and see what happens. I can't believe this is what my life has become. I try to stay positive, and at times I almost feel "normal", then all this crap cycles through again and I feel like a burned-out junkie. Stress at work seems to trigger the bad symptoms.

Anybody there?

Anyone have any luck with this stuff? The brain fog seems to be getting worse lately. It's interfering with me doing my job. DP/DR is worse too. I want to go back to school, but I'm concerned with my ability to do the schooling, and more so my ability to perform the job once I graduate. If I don't get any better I'm considering staying where I'm at for work, even though I hate it, makes me sick and makes my symptoms worse. I make enough money to live on and I'm vested in the retirement program. I'm not sure what to do. I'm considering trying a script for Adderall, as I've heard it might be of some help. I'm at my wit's end here. I feel like I'm backed into a corner.