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Hi People hope everyone is well,

Its all good, just emailed David directly.. thankyou

ok awesome,,, please inbox me david kozins email aderess asap .. thanks.

i agree, great post / reaserch Visual.. Ive been living with this for 20 fu*king years now... from 15 to 35 something really does need to happen.. I have discoverd a web site where people give money for associated causes and projects. People upload a 3 minute video on to the site, explaining the cause / idea .. and people from around the Globe donate / give 10s of thousands of dollars ... many many thousands of dollars for the cause. Visual... please inbox me so i can pass on the details just to you .. you can possibly give it to David Kozin and possibly Dr Abriham ?? we can work as a team.. maybe more affective than protesting at this stage. At least worth investigating.. If we are going to mke noise, then something needs to happen... possibly uploading documentarys via u tube and make it go "viral" to bring more awarness to the world... who knows.. just ideas.

i dont know, maybe im just going thru a down phase at present.. tho, likley all these drugs arnt so good for my body anyway.

ok here is the news.. Currntly on 1000mgs Keppra am and 1000mgs pm with 1) 250/25 Sinemet am and 1) 250/25 Sinemet pm with also 5mgs Valium in the evening Have been on this amount for quite some time now.... Basicly im not notecing any diffrence in visuals The only diffrence is the drugs are nocking me out / making me sleep thats basicly the only relief im getting Unfortunatley Where to from here,,,, im honestley not sure maybe see if i can get in touch with Dr Abriham.

all good, should not have asked

ok thanks .. wonder what that may be, will do a google search on it .

thanks, yes im well aware of this, i have a feeling it would semi, take over my life due to its strength.. so may have to avoid that one.

In Africa they would just say "your a Shaman" lol

Hey everyone, hope you are all good, thanks for putting up with me and excuse me for "bitching" in my last few posts.. was just having a challenging time. All good now.. Where im at with medicines.. Currnently on Keppra 1000mgs am and 1000mgs pm with half a 5mg tab of Valium in the evening also just started as in now, Sinamet 250/25 one tab morning and one tab evening. Hopefully i will notice some changes with this .. fingers crossed. Today i asked my Doc about addiotional medicines i.e. Flunarizine Namenda / Mematine Suboxone / naltrexone and Klonopin We are going to discuss this next monday.. and try possible combinations. Any imput greatly appreciated Many Thanks

ok cool great post.. im corrently on Keppra 1000mgs AM and 1000mgs PM Im not notecing big changes yet, I would like to add Flunarizine tho i dont think it is availabe in Australia are you aware of any other way of getting a hold of it? Thanks

Hey Yes absoloutley... Thanks Jay, i do appreciate that. I really do understand what your saying and can totally relate to what your saying also. I am sorry to hear that is your experience at times. I feel as though i am a "master " in the phyisical domain.. ie conncting with others, confidence, all other aspects of life etc I agree 100%... just jump right in there, once one achieves and enjoys, it gives testimony that you can and you will.. Thanks Jay, i appreciate it

ok cool, thanks very much.. will do for sure, and i will mention that to my doc on monday, and give eithre one a try. It may just be visual, tho that is a majour sense and critical for all round development in my opinion. Sometimes im in a much better mental state than other times and things seen to be going well, then at other times it is just too much and cannot seem to focus. Will there ever be a cure / treatment for HPPD?. Thats the way it is i suppose, everyone has there own issue ./ challenges to work through.. and there is no point giving up as i did in some areas of life due to HPPD and that got me no where. I just thaught i was not eligable because of HPPD... tho i will not make that mistake again, tho it is painful being "caught" between the worlds. Do you feel, speaking / shareing symptoms makes it worse, like one is reinforceing there problem. Because of this.. at one point i avoided all contact with this web site for over 3 years / was in denail and never spoke about HPPD once tho that did not make a differance. Anyhow... i will keep on keeping on, sorry to ramble on... again feel isolated as have no one to chat to about it... Really appreciate it, thanks Visual

ok ok.. appoligys for the negativity... any ideas where to go from here please?

This is seriousley the most fucked up "disorder" out there, it is the bane of my existance..

who knows mybe it is still too early?