2muchmandy

It shall be particularly hard to accept going out minus MDMA considering all i listen to is drum n bass and minimal techno.

This is a nice track by a good minimal producer, not his usual thing but you might enjoy it as much as i do.

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jesus man i feel for u greatly. i hope it clears up one day. wonder if i would smoke itd be like 2cb

hahah WHAT a kilo of mdma! jesus man. i cant even picture that shit.

i smoked dmt once, but i didnt smoke enough so i didnt really trip....i was on my way to work at the time

they appear to be disappearing like. i think itl be the first time a scot has ever gone easy on the drink but il need to.

is that what happens if u smoke weed? start tripping balls? how long does it last?

it wasnt a question or an intention it was me telling about another lads experience. i wont go back to drugs, thats spitting in the face of my bodys screams to stop. im just confused and a bit scared.

i just want to know whats wrong with my head really and if il be able to smoke, drink do whatever again u know. the symptoms hes described sound hppdish but he said it faded and he can now still take mdma aslong as he doesnt over do it with no symptoms just depression and the usual black tuesday

Im amased man. Had DR yesterday but i just kinda laughed at myself and shrugged it off. The visuals are almost pleasant, the snowyness is nice and sparkly and seems to be fading. Still closed eye visuals etc but not as strong and the snowyness is pretty much trippy when i wake up. One of the lads on E30zone ( bmw forum ) was saying he got seratonin syndrome after a hard mandy binge and had persisting visuals on a few occasions lasting a week or there abouts. It wouldnt be that would it? Cos thats pretty serious. Iv had it 10 days now.

Could seratonin syndrome be confused with hppd. I know a lad on one of my bmw forums said he got ss after a hard mandy session that had visuals persisting for a week or so and similar feelings of hppd. Im unsure as I havnt been diagnosed cos no doctor in scotland has a clue....which is stupid seen as we live on drugs

I hope so. Iv had hppd for just over a week and its faded so much. Im just left with faint visual snow

not atal man. im just an idiot that jumped in at the deep end. never taked acid or shrooms, or any other hallucinagen. infact i was terrified of them for years, eventually got drunk and plucked up courage to try it. the pain only lasts like 10 minutes then it goes away. the more i read what im writing and think about it i realise i was actually an absolute arse haha. 2cb is definately mind expanding but fuck its not for the feint hearted

WHAAAT. 373. what the hell man. whats in that thing? earth moving power that is

thanks guys. basically i know my drugs. and i knew when i was on ketamine and mdma, and started seeing 2cb hallucinations something was NOT right. also im chill as fuck, so when im in a corner shuddering crying wanting to die, something isnt right. next day when i woke up and shit was sparkly and a bit trippy i came on the internet. ruled out seratonin syndrome. found HPPD. ID'ed it and phoned the doctor.

the next few months will consist of NO booze, drugs, caffine

bmx, mixing drum n bass, ps3 and lots of socialising. i might start reading more and get the brain ticking over

convulse? u have no idea mate. i used to snort it. ur meant to ingest maybe 20-30 mg. but probably the worst experience i had i snorted maybe 75-80 mg within 8 hours, it should have killed me. at first u deal with the insane pain of the nose, like its been described as the most painful drug to take, i snapped my knee and 2cb hurt more. then u feel damp, constantly cold and damp. mouth dry, ( if ur unlucky ) instant vomiting with no warning after 10 mins. then u start to trip HARD. the body shuddering, constantly too hot....too cold, wet....cramps. going numb, cramps again, more shaking.

its a mind expanding drug but, now i describe it i wonder why i took it, its obviously 100% absolute poison to body and brain

thanks alot dude. im actually turning that one into a rat sorta drift beater. iv bought another black one, same body that il get this week.

that ur little motor there? looks pretty jdm and clean, very nice

wonder how il handle drifting breathing in half burned rubber toxins

im gunna start drifting. the racing u couldnt do here. does anyone know if u are " healed up " and then drink again

I blame MDMA for 90% of my problems.... Very, very tough drug on the mind, in my opinion. After the main pyschedlics, this is the one to avoid.

i think im blaming mdma as thats what i was on last week when it hit although i took mxe aswell ( ketamine annalogue ) for the first time. i dont know if that one time thing kicked me over the edge or my previous mdma and 2cb use did it. in reality it probably was my should have been fatal 2cb sessions that have pushed my brain to such a point

we dont really rate bipolar in number here, my doctor kinda just pussyfooted around it, refered me to a councellor who never showed up and smacked me on prozac which i stopped taking because it was dire. anyway its not too much of an issue

im not sure about the barbs and so on but il ask. i really just want the visuals to fuck off because they annoy me so if theyl help, great. i worry theyl get worse. i panic, then i get stupid thoughts, but im strong minded and within a few seconds i come back to norm. i also have the will power of a tank and im not easily addicted so that wouldnt be an issue.

really appreciate the advice thank u man. if my visuals etc. go away in a month or so will i be able to drink again. im scottish its my job to drink. i could accept not drinking if needed but i like to think that if i heal i can drink again

Im scottish and 19. Its in my blood to drink until i cant speak. I think stella artois will go out of business now i cant drink. Best way to cut down is tell urself u aint gunna heal if u dont. Thats what im doing, i love beer but i need to choose between that and living a normal life. I know what im picking.

il never go back to drugs man. the odd beer would be nice but no more drugs. iv just felt the first effect of HPPD. yesterday i lost my job and was suicidally depressed for hours but im bi polar so thats no shock. but i went out with my parents to a little gig in a pub and felt better, the sensory overload musta helped me out.

i have the doctor tomorrow. should i accept medication if offered? and what. any vitamins etc to take? the visuals are what im worried about. im gunna get back into bmxing and mixing and live a healthy life

my names eumo, im 19 this month and Im pretty pissed off as im certain, iv given myself this annoying condition. iv got the doctors on monday to confirm. basically iv used md ( not loads ) and 2cb ( deffo abused it ) and last weekend someone put a bit of mxe fake ket into my face and after 8 hours rolling i started getting 2cb type hallucinations, couldnt sleep despite being up for for 2 days straight. this sparked extreme paranoia, i can handle myself but not this. gut felt fear, anxiety, i thought id given myself seratonin syndrome. anyway. 3 days on and im getting closed eye visuals, visual static, feel a little bit ketted up ( feel outside myself ) head pressure, brain fog and i then research these symptoms and here i am. im learning to accept the snowy surfaces. occasional little red dots if i get stressed, iv also cut out all toxins from my life. are there any bits of advice people have for me. the second night i started seeing the 2cb dots after stressing out and had a panic attack but the past few days iv been happier than usual and quite chilled out