lmao, I've had HPPD for 3 years...now days I am completely fine with it to the point where I forget I have it most of the time. However, this does not mean its "not real". I have it constantly and it gets more vivid the more I think about it or try to see it just like anything else in life. I have accepted it to the point that I forgot what "normal" people see when I took that Sussex uni survey where I surprised myself just how much I have grown used to it. I haven't been anxious about it since my first year of having it yet it still hangs round. I never get why people try to explain something to someone which they have absolutely no experience in. I bet you are great fun at parties and it would be amazing to have an intellectual conversation with you if you are capable of that fucking hell. Theres a special place in hell for people who try to troll people who might be suicidal