argentino

Im living the life, totally out of hhpd groups and think of that, actually i love my hppd and it is great, all thanks a change of perspective

and if u ask for the members, all maybe go to the group of facebook

u know

is easyer than the forum

DP/dr 90% gone

hppd is same, but dont care without dpdr

I have full HPPD and depersonalization......GIFT MY ASS

same

dafuq¿?

bro ketamine causes all the oposit things we want to fight a.a

i like your oldest post bro

u make me thing u lost the way again

i have fear for parkisionan effects..... im to young for that 

Rosario, Argentina

if anybody on argentine read this, mp please

i hate say this, visual syntoms after more then 1 month are fuckin*g worse, fucking crap

be very careful, nothing of drug for me this year

i know what u say

i remember that makes really really, really worst with antyupsichotics, i fucking feel insane in those times

dont trust him... i saw him on visual snow facebook's page and... he claimed be cured by shrooms ago one year... so be careful to take any advice from that guy because you could get really worse.

 

greettings from Spain

what do you say bro... i dont know what are u talkin gabout, u can see my themes and i was dont touch any drugs for seven months, i was start to smoke again after drive the trip and i leave that now, i never taste the mushrooms, probably if i was can do that i never was taste the 25x nbome

y loco no hinches los huevos antes de hacer ese tipo de afirmaciones investiga, yo tengo 17 años y hppd desde los 15... tomar la MDMA fue un riesgo como tantos que suelo tomar, y aunque no la pase bien, al menos me hizo sentir mucho mejor, ahora despues de la toma la nieve visual empeoro bastante, peor recupere bastante la profundiad, osea menos "2D vision".

and i probably taste with Low Dose of Mushrooms, i dont want worse my SV , i have the eggs for the ground, and more with the DP/DR, reduces it more is my only objetive

IF ANYBODY TAKES ANY PSYCHEDELIC AFTER A DIAGNOSTED HPPD; BE CAREFUL; CAN BE GREAT FOR TERAPY; BUT UR VISUAL SINTOMS WOULD BE WORST

i was use MDMA, and emotional was best, but VS be very worst :'v

the only opiates i taste was the Tramadol, is not the best but is the only for this lands, and they hangover is hell

naltrexone is an antagonist, the theory is the antagonist of kappa opioid receptors reduces dp/dr (salvia is a stronger kappa opioid agonist)

yeees,that

sorry for my bad english x-) 

i will probably try naltrexone to try kill totally DP/DR , i have some for for the theory block of the opioid receptor, just not of exogen opioids, the endogen too

probably very disforia and unpleasure

i must refresh

the good notice after one month my dp/dr low a good part and i feel great after the mdma

the bad thing is the visual snow is very worst, and i not help with that for smoking weed.... jeje

for have account to any impulsive take of drug the next time, if VS should be worst, probably they be

hi, a big huge from argentine f

nop, this is not a joke or a troll theme

a little introduction:

I have HPPD from february of 2014, thanks of a fuc*ing idiot impulse taste of 25x Nbome, my first trip, was a really, really bad trip

highly dissociation,snow vision, visuals....

after a time i was forced to use psychiatric drugs, two months, i leave of that for my account, that really was feel me like an a fuc*ing insane, those antypsichotics (and  him abstinence)

after leave that i was really feel very good, but hppd was in him all splendor, DP/DR was very high, my vision and perception was really really "plane/2D", and all feels really dead, what i most liked, watch the clouds, that was fuc*ed, so plane, without profundity,without life

al this time, in that mode

after a time the visual syntoms they subsided, i start to smoke weed again, that do the hppd worst, but feel me like better

now the important part, last friday was my first MDMA trip, i think totally i not have nothing to lost

i will be sincere, that not was a good trip, the set setting and my expectative was bad, IN THE MOMENT the hppd was worst, but i was can touch the ground with my feets, and i was can have a happy end

the most important, the after trip

when i wake up, just 3 hours after of go to sleep , hppd visual snow was to expained, but DP/DR was disapeir, all was feel totally real now, all was totally live again

in the rest of the day visual snow descense to they normally level...........................BUT ALL THE REST WAS RECOVERED, THE PROFUNDITY; THE MAGIC OF THE WORLD; MY LOVED CLOUDS FEEL SO REAL; SO MAGIC; SO LIVE; MY FEELINGS; THAT WAS SO DEADLYS; WAS RECOVERED; SO TIME WITHOUT FEEL THE LIFE BEFORE THE 25X NBOME, I CRY, I WAS FUCKING CRY OF HAPPINESS; CRIYING WHEN I SEE THE CLOUDS LIKE BEFORE; SO LIVE; SO FREE; SO REAL!!!!!

i cant explain my happiness now, i dont now if i will touch the weed again, i was recovery my most loved treasure, i dont know if i want risk this, maybe i will do, but this change is real

snow vision ever was the least of the problems, now is a ant, i really fuckind dont care

a big huge for all us !

i can say, after i take HPPD i was can see an joint because the syntoms go to the skies

but after recive a good quality weed (in my country if u not cultive, just can buy a really really shit of weed) and after 3DAYS smoking, i was can dominated the trip

but was 3 days of enforce because the day one the trip was out control, completivy visual inmerse, other place, DAY 2 i can see how to support the trip, how to drive the trip, obvyusly all this with good company, i was have really sperances of dominated thatm the day 3 i was have complety dominated the weed, no more visual with open eyes, reallity see more normal (normal for a hppd user obvyusly) and i was can meet the weed

after 7 months of this i smoke this seven months.....but.... visual snow is the most syntom they do worse , is this the reason of i started a temp without weed, i dont say i will get out complety, just a temp wthout weed (i was smoking for example five days consecutive without control, have a really down of energy)

other point i not use any psychiatyc "medication"  since 1 year 2 months ago, is fucking shit, im now fixing the damages of the quetiapine,olanzapine and etumine they i force to take in the clinic in horse dosages because i really dont was want be in that place, like the movie of nicholson, a really terro, just 15 days, but of nightmare, and 2 months taking that to because  that make me think i was really insane....that drugs make u insane, after one week of abstinence syndrome of antypsicotic, iwas send that to shit

salut

25x-NBOH

Hello!

i write this thread for say all the possitive things i win through HPPD.

I tart first with beginig:

I meet HPPD in my first time with 25x NBome as the 15 years old (i ever was impulsive, just really bad set & setting) , after really bad trip i go to a hospital and after the administration of "medication" the bad trip loss anxiety but.... the visuals no left.

I say before the trip with 25x Nbome i taste Salvia divinorum (very strong trip, to much respect now), coke , Benzo's and weed , but i not have any secuels for that (except the salvia , a seriously existencial doubt jeje ) 

really bad firsts months, with strong medication, i left that after 1 month, slowy, because i try left it fast and have a ugly abstinence syndrome (from antypsychotics and benzos) ,with a strong up from synthomps

after that i tried with a long list of medication, but i left that and after it, i NOT go back to use medication, just benzos fro recreational use

NOW , 1 3/4 year after left the medication, im feel good, really good, "taming" the hppd, the syntoms really back with the time, for moments was like never will progess , but the aceptation was the solution.

After left the medication, i never will ahve anxiety, i really think the cause of the anxiety, is the medication, the fear to the future, u must just accept u life, like in salvia trip, i forget my self, i was think "who i am?" "whare are i am?" "what is this?" but in a moment i think "mmm.... ok, this my home now" or something like that, nothing of desesperation

NOW i can smoke weed, six months ago i was know i cannot smoke weed ,the visuals are to stronger, but and i moment i think "i can with this, i can TAME this" , and in a real trip (i was in a trip for my country, travel picking up cars, i not know the traduction for that, backpag travelist? maybe) in a natural place, in 3 days, i managed to tame the weed, to tame the visuals, to tame my self, because with hppd, weed are really more psychedelic than before, 

The hppd was a advantage, why? because with DP/DR i was can decide what to do with my life without any conditioning, without the senses of "good or bad" "yes or not" "real or ilussion" , i was think in a neutral point, because the badtrip of 25x NBome was a real disconection of reality and a hard reset of my brain. 

Now i think ,  why live in this society? in this anti-natural place? in this not spiritual place, in this big folly? why this globalited people? product of the occidental society, in a little world, with limited posibilities, with conditionings , in a false world , fishbowl, snowbowl, i this matrix

when the real world, the world with 100 milions years old, the natural world, that world which is being sacrificed to maintain modern Western society, because in 200 years of "modernity" we destroy most than the 100.000 years old of human existence, for maintein a little false world, than just exist humans and cities.

Next year is time to let know the world, the real world, to travel, too feel,to learn, to discover...

...to live

sorry if i use bad english, i speak spanish

thanks for read

Salut.

bullshit, poison , like acid valporic 

and the drinks have not taste for a week and more after leave this

i use that for two months my first two months with hppd

is bullshit, poison , una patada al higado , and not do anything

no help to DP/DR; VISUALS, AND VISUAL SNOW

i got hppd with the 25x NBOME too (was a really bad trip)

is the first year with hppd annyversary

i cant use any psychedelic (many time really miss the weed), i can use stimulants, depressors and i think, oipiods

but i dont use any drug (if any person give me that, i use it jejeje)

i will try with Naltrexone for the DP/DR have really good commentaries

after one year the Visual Snow is worst

saaludoss

Básicamente que se libera poco a poco, por lo que tiene una mayor duración, y los efectos no son tan fuertes.

Como beberse una litrona en 30 segundos, o en 2 horas. xD

es basura la quetiapina, de onda, no la tomen, ami los antipsicoticos me dan un miedo terrible, y lo peor es cuando dejas de tomarlos, te viene un efecto de rebote que estas con todos los sintomas a full

dicen que lo mejor para la DR  y la DP son los antagonista K opiode (imaginate que la salvia es agonsita kopiode, osea, lo ocntrario) como naltrexona, que me gustaria probar pero no consigoo

yup... in part

i use weed the sunday and was really trippy, maybe not trip more dissociative, really dissociative

in the experience using Benzociacepines and alcohol with weed in moderate dosage was good, but using ONLY alcohol was same of nothing

i be exactly one year of this, the first 1-2 months with strong pharmacological drugs, and after i get out that of me (stronger syntomphs 1 week, but after just better), i not have more anxiety, but the visual sintomps  are ever the sames, DP/DR after 7 months just ignore it

and i can say im "okey" now, DP/DR just is my R and P now, and im addapted to it

i ignore all of the bullshits thinks and just do 

i started to trip (real trip) and is the best medicine for me, i can ignore all of this, but just because i ignore all my problems, to finally, are just thinks, no problems and in my hppd vision, just bullshit

just forget the problem, and the problems, and the past, just live in the now, and im very ok with that

in theme of drugs i cant smoke weed because i fucking trip with that, im ONLY can smoke weed with alcohol and benzo's inside (i test it this week, can get alprazolam and clonazepam, i dont use it, i was use it only for recreational) and coke with no problems, but i just no use more drugs in general, life is an trip after all with hppd and the songs with a good landscape its good for me (obviosly could be best with one touch of weed, but my vision its worst, but i feel okey, more okey than i feel ever.)

OSHO can be a good read for all, and i think, if you are unconfortably in a place, in a situation, just forget it and lets move