guys before calling me stupid... when i say the visuals cant get worse >>
This is my vision when i vlose my eyes and when its open to , only time i doesent notice it is when im at computer / TV ... So now u understand it cant get worse ..
As u know LSD/Schrooms can put u in higher frequency .. Probably a higher dimension, if u see the BIG picture. u know that our thoughts create reality .. so in a higher dimension it would be a chance to Heal it with deep meditation .. cant even meditate now , cause my thoughts are as bad as it get to .. so really it can only get better i think ..
Theres alot of other reasons that connect to these concepts, in a psycological . neurological . spiritual ,, subjective perspective.
That seems to be in a higher complex order of information in a holographic, digital , paralel universe. , when we step outside the program of duality , white and black point of view,,
Even though it can sometimes be a paradox when the pieces of the pussle is not fully organized with perfect ballance. Im not stupid.. just see possibilities beyond the illusion of ego,
Thank you for advices,