Mr.50's

What "other meds" made you basically symptom free?

I will also give you a copy of the naltrexone/naloxone trial for depersonalization, and tell them you feel depersonalize do they will most likely understand that and help you with that more than hppd

Brandon, I'll give you a printed copy of the keppra study at school tommorow

evrry single one of those except vitamin c made my brain fog worse and visuals somewhat worse

my mom has set me up to see a neurologist, is this the right person to go to for medications like keppra?

i was thinking about asking my neurologist for this with keppra as its a calcium channel blocker and relaxes you. Is this a good idea and is there any reason they wouldnt prescribe me it

Yes I'm happy I did it but it was really really awkward, and it still is aqward. She is definitely showing support and tells me she loves me all the time but it just feels really aqward to say my brain is fried to my own mom

well yesterday was my 17th birthday, probably not the best day to do so but u told my mom I have hppd and have had it for 2 years. It was incredibly emotional and she thinks it's mostly a psychological thing and that I don't really know what is wrong with me, but she does believe there is something beyond psychological out of my control and is taking me to a psychiatrist and a neurologist. The psychologist she set me up with apparently knows a lot about hppd, not sure if I believe her but this is the first step in getting treatment and I'm glad I told my mom

todsys my 17th birthday, I just told my mom everything that was wrong, incredibly emotional event, doesn't completely understand thinks it's mostly a psychological thing but none the less is getting me the professional help I need.

Ha man no matter what I'm saying it, I need antiobiotivs for my acne badly and they fucked with my symptoms to much I need to be on keppra to use them, hope they don't fuck with keppra or make it useless

Thanks for that, I just don't know If my mom will understand and fully grasp what it is, might even assume I'm making it up or something. I have given this shit 2 years to heal on its own without medication and that was more than enough time, meds are all i got

Low dose naltrexone is the only type that helps with depersonalization, heavy doses probably do little. Remember its supposed to knock you out for the first few days. Fuck man I'm gonna tell my mom on Wednesday that I have hppd and everything to get meds, fucking scary to think about

Kellen, did you respond well to magnesium? I'm trying to see if I'll respond well to keppra because magnesium is also a calcium channel blocker so I feel if I respond well to that I'll respond well to keppra. Also what dose were you on?

I will be going to my neurologist soon and have decided on this combo of meds, hoping it will be prescribed, Keppra is for the visuals as it has the most success and Naltrexone is for Depersonalization. Does this sound like a good combo? Should I go for anything else?

I plan on taking a high dose of tramadol tonight to nod off but I was wondering what the chance of serotonin toxicity or serotonin syndrome would be with this pill

Jay, did it permanently worsen anything?

abused tramadol today, took a 100 mg feel great a little high, I know any drugs are horrible for hppd and I'm stupid for taking them but what can tramadol do to me? Is it really bad for hppd?

does the fact that magnesium (a calcium channel blocker) helps me with visuals, mean that other calcium channel blockers like keppra or lamactil would also help me?

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Ya next time I smoke (which i know my retarded ass will do) I will try a high cbd low thc indica, and have a benzo nearby. My brain went into the depths of hell but dealing with hppd and depersonalization for 2 years got me through it, even when I couldn't process a a single thought something told me to wait and it will get better.

It's over, and it was absolutely horrible

my hppd was caused by sythetic marijauna 2 years ago, was unnoticeable but became BAD with almost daily marijuana use and occasional Ritalin use (2 light overdoses) within 2 months. I recently decide to smoke a joint with a friend, I live in Cali so it was very expensive very high grade stuff, the strain was Jack Herer. I was calm and relaxed with my friend, smoked a fair bit and it felt great. Music felt slowed down, eyes red, heart beating fast(no anxiety) felt like laughing, enjoyed the whole thing. Visuals became very slightly worse. Next day decided to smoke the same strain through a bong, by myself. I smoked a lot, kinda rushed home and immediately took a shower to get rid of the smell. On the skate home EVERYTHING got so bright. Got inside, deep deep sense of something wrong, COULD NOT SHAKE IT. Shower was the closest I ever came to losing my mind. Got out sat on my couch watching tv, talking to invisible people jerking whole body and waving my hands randomly. I can not describe how it felt, hell is the only thing that comes to mind. 2 hours later it was wearing off, very depersonalized. Next day slightly more depersonalized, visuals only 10% worse. I have realized even if your visuals are almost gone, and your depersonalization non existent, never do drugs with an unstable mind

my hppd was caused by sythetic marijauna 2 years ago, was unnoticeable but became BAD with almost daily marijuana use and occasional Ritalin use (2 light overdoses) within 2 months. I recently decide to smoke a joint with a friend, I live in Cali so it was very expensive very high grade stuff, the strain was Jack Herer. I was calm and relaxed with my friend, smoked a fair bit and it felt great. Music felt slowed down, eyes red, heart beating fast(no anxiety) felt like laughing, enjoyed the whole thing. Visuals became very slightly worse. Next day decided to smoke the same strain through a bong, by myself. I smoked a lot, kinda rushed home and immediately took a shower to get rid of the smell. On the skate home EVERYTHING got so bright. Got inside, deep deep sense of something wrong, COULD NOT SHAKE IT. Shower was the closest I ever came to losing my mind. Got out sat on my couch watching tv, talking to invisible people jerking whole body and waving my hands randomly. I can not describe how it felt, hell is the only thing that comes to mind. 2 hours later it was wearing off, very depersonalized. Next day slightly more depersonalized, visuals only 10% worse. I have realized even if your visuals are almost gone, and your depersonalization non existent, never do drugs with an unstable mind

jay I need to talk to you, do you have a Skype or kik?

help, I smoked weed again and I'm currently having a bad trip, what do I do to sober up?