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hi all, really good forum.
two months ago i had a really bad trip of 25-c nbome 1000mics (i think) for 10 - 12 hours of hell. i had to be insane and paranoic during it, it caused me a lot of bad feeling with a lot of physical and mental distress, panic attaks, the worst time of my life. I ve developed hppd (classic symptoms ) and if i close my eyes i still see patterns and colored rotating forms, if i focus too much on it , i can see it also with open eyes and i tour into a bad trip and i feel bad for a lot of time, as i return in the same trip. but hppd is not the only thing . I have always a strange kind of headache, nausea and i feel on the point of fainting , and
anxiety , it's permanent , a lot of derealization , i feel as i came to have a mental illness.... . i am paralized at home , i cannot do anything as before , i feel double stressed, maybe depressed...
my doc , he had never hear hppd, gives me xanax and cipralex( an ssri antidepressant) , i take xanax for the first month of cure without cipralex, it has distract me from anxiety , but now it seems don't do the same effect, so i started to take cipralex yesterday ( hearing doc again),
i'm trying to accept hppd , but the anxiety is too much for me and i can't live with it
i integrate myself with fish oil and vitamins , i've done magnetic resonance but it seems all ok
i would listen some advice for this really devastating situation.
Is it possibe i've destroyed something in the serotonine process?
is it ok in my situation an ssri anidepressant?
and generally : when does hppd usually remains? and could have i some good expectation in my situation?
sorry for my bad english- 2
help me!
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thanks to all, this is a really good forum!
so now after almost 4 month from trip and i can say that from when i started with escitalopram, anxiety , panic attaks and derealizzation are almost completly gone, and i'm absolutly happy for this.
the hppd is diminished a lot but not end at all, i just learn to control me and ignore it .
geometrical coloured fractals (cev) and visual snow , negative afterimage are very low now, but still remain, i can ignore them easily and they do not anything more to me
just hope they go definitively away
I have left is sometimes just a bit of nausea and a bit of mental stress or headache, but it could not be linked to it.
what i take is:
10 mg escitalopram a day (i started 2 months ago)
fish oil
b vitamins
4-5 drops alprazolam (xanax) before sleep
and
no drugs
no weed
1 -2 cigarrettes a day
2 -3 coffe a week
a lot of meditation
no tinnitus
again, sorry for my english
All the best