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Hey Jay, Thanks very much! Yes that must have been the old "storm loader" site, i remember you too. Thanks... Actually, this time around with Clonazepam wasn’t so bad because i tapered down really slow.. to a quarter of a tab on alternate days for a few weeks. Withdrawals in the past have been horrible tho ( Auditory hallucinations freak me beyond belief ) one of the withdrawal symptoms lol How have you been? Is there any new news going on in regards to HPPD - HPPD world that anyone is aware of ? Best Regards Ben

I got hppd thru tripping on LSD. I satarted way too young thru the influence of my older brother. I have all the visual symptons still there as well as anxiety / depression. The visual phonomena is likley "lessend" when im more engaged in life / out on active and in a possative state and things are going well.

ok thts great! i will watch the video. i have recently started holosync meditation, check it out at www.centerpointe.com please share more with me, pm me if you would like, that would be awesome

Hi everyone, Unfortunatley i was not able to get on this site for quite some time. I am a long term HPPD sufferer, some may remember me as "Benza". Anyhow, just checking in. I do hope people are doing good and that there is progress being made in "reaserch" and or "treatment". I have renenlty come off all meds "Clonazapam" actually for around 6 months now and mainly just focusing on healthy / clean lifestyle as well as meditation etc etc It would be so awesome if we could find some type of "break through" to assist in diminishing HPPD. I know i have been living with it for around 20 + years now or more. That a very long time for aneyone to have to edure such a thing. Sometimes its ok.. other times it can be greatly exaserbated and im still "challenged" greatly with it. Im doing my best to try and understand the impact it has had on my life and will never give up. HPPd has forced me to work on myself in ways in wich i feel many "ordinary" people would not encounter. Tho at the end of the day, id do anything for some treatment. It is quite isolating as it is so rare. I think it would be good to possibly share my story via video / u tube... Anyhow.. I do hope friends / hppd brothers / sisters are all doing well Stay strong and keep on keeping on.

im currently tapering off clonazapam... sore maybe the odd Valium would be better for my memory.. would be interested in trying alternate medicines that are effective.

cool im in ... please feel free to let me know

its all good,,

ok im finding this intro, too heavy.. im kind of finding it hard to share.. i am going to re think it and maybe post again later,,, thankyou.

I would be interested to get other HPDers opinions on this... Is there one drug ( party ) drug we are able to take? where i like there is a large clubbing culture, its kinda everywhere - GHB would be my drug of choice, of maybe i should just move and steer clear of drugs all together????????????????

ok,, coke stirred things up for me - recently had some very strong MDMA caps and powder, i was fucked beyond belief lol and has defo exacerbated visuals fingers crossed things will go back to the base level - should really just stop all drugs so my brain can heal like someone else mentioned

ok and to make matters more full on usually multiplied by 10 upon entering dark spaces LOL

will add more later

yes.... i have done GHB numerous times with HPPD.. It is a depressant not a stimulant... therefor does not seem to exacerbate visuals as much as something Like MDMA... Just be careful as how much u take because it is easy to drop, unconscious, coma etc ... i have experienced overdose before... Whilst intoxicated, i like the effect more than other recreational drugs, due to the fact that other stimulants intensify visuals from HPPD...