jimmyb84

Stay away from that evil shit no matter what!!! who!!!! where!!!

When I'm faced with a similar situation i just say " sorry i gotta run " and up and leave. I dont care if its rude or whateve!!! Fuck em! Sometimes i do this when people are drinking also as it makes me feel uncomfortable mostly.

Im with Andrew on this one as well..... Anxiety can extenuate everything!! When I'm feeling anxious my hppd symtoms defiantly increase and my thinking goes haywire.

Tony did die at the end. He was murdered in the restaurant in front of his family

Since hppd I've watched the entire The Sopranos series 3 times. Awesome show but sad life...

Pauly walnuts and Christopher would have to be my fav characters ( behind tony of course )

Im a vampire will this drink harm me ?!

No i cant

I dont think i could be much help as my anxiety would turn be into a stuttering mess

Nice work mate, takes a lot of guts IMO.

You seem like a positive person despite your handicap so good job.

Take care

Just watched your vid, respect for doing that as I know how hard it must of been. Hope others can learn the dangers associated with the plant. Good work jess

What symtoms are you having now mistake87??

Laizzesfaire my friend, would you consider stoping the drinking and smoking for the greater good?

I loved a drink as much as the next bloke, i have recently been trying different varieties of Non alcoholic beer. I honestly cant taste the difference. Or is it more of the buzz a few beers gives you.

Not to be critical mate but more just curious

Good luck with the meds trial

Dollars and cents ?????

How much do we need David?

WOW^^^^^^^^^

Whoa!! That's alot of shit

I already have donated and would happily do it again.

Solution:

Create a new site that requires a membership fee to join and fade this one out gradually.

Initially it won't be easy but the long term goal is whats important here.

Hope1

I really do feel for you man and I wasn't intending to shoot you down exactly.

We are all suffering with this hppd madness, that's why we are here, No? and like you i also struggle to manage another co-existing dehibilating condition.

Admittedly my initial comments lacked symphethy and I must apoligies for the coldness, however i try remain Hopeful which was meanly my point.

Hope is all we have

The social thing is what kills me.

I don't miss hallucinogens AT ALL. 

In my drug history I was a proud recreational pot smoker and did hallucinogens a handful of times.

Had two bad experiences but I didn't know about HPPD.

One time on X and the other after eating way to many shrooms. 

It was stupid but didn't think I'd end up like this.

When it comes to a cure even a functional one I can guarantee it is never ever going to happen despite the breakthroughs in medicine in the near horizon because apart from Dr. Abraham and David, nobody cares. What these men have done are nothing short of phenonmenal but it's not enough and because of that there will be no calvary, no knight in shining armor nor magic pill, ever.

Hope1 i think you need to change your user name buddy boy, as the above doesn't sound hopeful at all.

I feel your pain man, i really do. However maybe conceal your negative thoughts a little as most of this community dont need to hear it

Dude!!!!!!

Dont take this shit lightly.!

Forget about weed and getting drunk for now and focus on getting better.

If you need someone to talk to ,let us know

Violence is never the answer. Walk away next time

^^^^^ nice one laizzesfaire lol

Riiiiiiiiigggght!

Thanks for the support laizzesfaire, yes it truly is a beast isn't it. Beats the hell out of me everyday. Have you tried the sober approach ? Or do you still wet your whistle on occasion?

And good on you mate for battling on also !!

Tomorrow marks 2 years that I have suffered from hppd and DP/DR.

Anniversary's are normally an occasion to be celebrated ..... Not in this case

Taking a positive from this is that it also marks 2 years of total sobriety from drugs and alcohol.

(To be totally honest i miss partying a lot and could murder a cold beer)

Sacrifice for the greater good i guess.

Hope is all we have

Whats with the pictures^^^^^?

I would happily trade my hppd Dp/Dr for PERMANANT baldness and tinnitus. Mental health is everything and physical appearances dont mean shit anymore