Ming Xiao

Hi,

I would like to show to my newest doc

 links with the best claryfication of what HPPD is. The links I had are currently dead. Can somone share?

Hi,

I took 16 years ago few substances.

I don't remember when it starter(visual symptoms) I assume nearly after. I do have visual snow, muscle tensions, social anxiety but none of the visual symptoms are worrying me.

Thank you for your post.

Kind Regards

Hi,

I took drugs fifteen years ago.

My current diagnose is personality disorder and general organic brain damage(EEG shows some anomalies)

I take pills such as: 

Amisan 400 mg(antipsychotic drug)

Duloxetine 120 mg

Absenor 1500 mg

Pregabaline 150mg

I lost faith in this treatment, although it lets me be less disable. I visited a doc few days ago I suggested that pills for HPPD might be more effective in my case. The thing is that I see afterimages very rarely, although I have wide pupils and environment, light seem to be weird for me, I do not know how to describe it. I go to hospital tomorrow, I can not even handle my job.

I would like to show you my diagnoses and lab documens in the nearest future.

Hopefully I will be able to translate it.

Can you guys help me with some advices this way?

Hi,

I've lived for many years with HPPD although I have personality disorder as well.

Things became worse  recently in terms of anxiety, visuals and muscle tensions.

I would like to convince my current psychiatrist(I am moving from place to place) that I suffer from HPPD and provide him trustworthy documentation

So my question is do you guys have some documents which I can show to my doc, can  you provide it here?

Best Regards

Can you guys reccomend me good psychiatrist in Netherlands?

I'm inclining rather to the psychiatrist.

Hi,

I'm moving to netherlands and would like to find a doctor knowing a lot about HPPD.

I've seen some ppl from Netherlands posting some details about dutch doctors but I can not figure where is surname, name, address, how to find such doctor.

I will be grateful for sending me or in this post details about experienced with HPPD doctors from Netherlands.

2 hours ago, Jay1 said:

Don;t let doctors dictate your condition... If you think you have hppd, keep changing doctors until you find one that believe you and is willing to learn about it. Doctors will often say you are psycotic or depressed, it is easier for them to understand and "treat" (even if it makes you worse)

First of all  thank you for the answer. I will consider changing doctor but since it is my doc from 2016 I would like to prove him somehow that HPPD exists and it's treated by other meds than anti psychotic(he thinks it's the same condition which he learned in medical school). Are there solid proofs of exisiting HPPD?

Are there any studies of the treatment?

I would like to be extremely prepared for the next visit to avoid treatment for conditions which are not related to me.

I have just came from my doc, he prescribed me biggers dosages of finlepsin and aimsulpryd. Next visit will be after a month, he claims that I'm close to psychotic state.

I'm not sure about anything, going to do whatever he recommends because I don't see any alternative.

Hi,

I've been on this forums few years ago and some users may still remember me.

I would like to start from my symptoms which are not exactly the same like the other users.

I'm depressed, anxious especially in social situations,also I have diagnosed personality disorder from many years. I was treated for this condition for very long time, since now and never felt any relief.

Last time when I visited my doctor I told him that I no longer believe in that my personality is my only problem. He's about to prescribe me clonozopinum and he states that this have to work, although only klonopin was giving me some relief in my entire life. The good news is that he is going to check what HPPD is.

During writing this post  I'm experiencing pain of my muscles of my jaw which shakes 24h per day as if I was coming out of from cold water

I really struggle to write something sensible, especially not in my native language. I have problems with understanding, focus, reading and have this feeling that I could beat all these weird things which are ruining my life if I could focus, concentrate.

but to be honest I'm not sure of anything

I'm not sure if description of my last trip would be useful, as for now I would like to avoid it.

Tell me guys what do you think about this because I don't feel as good to be a doctor for myself.

What pills should I try at the beginning. I doubt that he would prescribe me klonopin since I was addicted to it.

Also my EEG shows some unwanted anomalies, I was treated for epilepsy in some part of my life which I don't have.

EDIT: I'm taking amisulpryd and finlepsin. The only thing that is taking me out from these feelings for an hour or more is gym. Every time I exercise I feel relief and I recover my mind. I experience afterimages

Kind Regards

Obviously my spine has nothing to do with hppd. I hope for psychic health recovery, would be much easier to deal with HPPD

kyphoscoliosis, but the curvature is small, doesn't hurt so much and will not proceed.

I have been on lamotrigine for 6 months, high dosages had no affect on me.

I would like to try Keppra but it is too expensive. 

Maybe some of you have a source where can I buy it cheaper.

Eventually since I have anomalies in EEG I could convince a psychiatrist to prescribe me Keppra. I mean that I could trick a doc that I am an epileptic and get keppra refunded.

my doc recommendation - 2mg at the morning and 2mg at the night

Bjork - all is full of love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1TsCud9QhU

Faithless - Mass Destruction

Guys, I'm looking for a seasonal or permanent job in Scandinavia(especially in Norway). Does any of you have some ideas where should

I look for it, names of companies, jobs agencies. 

as to the type of work it might be everything.

PM me!

I tried to pass the driving test in my condition. After one hour driving around the city I couldn't even say two words properly.

Vikings

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2306299/

Are you from Sweden?

No, I have been there once(Bromolla). I found this band on youtube.

rather unknown heavy metal band from Sweden.