Helllo there friends my names dan i’ve had my fair share of trips honestly maybe like 300+ acid trips not a lot of shroom trips did coke once or twice. I felt relatively fine until one night i thought i was doing a line of coke and it turned out to be crystal meth. It’s vee. roughly 3 months since that happened and the first month was horrid, frequent panic attacks that still occur just not as bad. But now i feel like i have hppd, i get slight after imagining when i look at bright things for example i’ll see the tv in my vision after i look away from it a colorful square is there for about 15 seconds, when i look at the window and the blinds are down i get lines in my vision, i’ve been a hypochondriac since then. I’ve had my eyes checked and they’re all good, I get floaters here and there that move with the direction i look in. Intrusive thoughts that i do my best to relax, heart palpitations and it doesn’t help i’m 21 and 156lbs and can see my heart beating in my chest. I persistently do my best to better myself by staying organized, i want to be a pilot but i don’t know if i’ll pass the medical certification with this going on. Or if it’s even happening at all and i just over examine every little detail about absolutely everything. It’s a hard life but i think it will get better with a better lifestyle and time. Finding a career and becoming more active day to day. No it will not be easy but i did this to myself.
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Helllo there friends my names dan i’ve had my fair share of trips honestly maybe like 300+ acid trips not a lot of shroom trips did coke once or twice. I felt relatively fine until one night i thought i was doing a line of coke and it turned out to be crystal meth. It’s vee. roughly 3 months since that happened and the first month was horrid, frequent panic attacks that still occur just not as bad. But now i feel like i have hppd, i get slight after imagining when i look at bright things for example i’ll see the tv in my vision after i look away from it a colorful square is there for about 15 seconds, when i look at the window and the blinds are down i get lines in my vision, i’ve been a hypochondriac since then. I’ve had my eyes checked and they’re all good, I get floaters here and there that move with the direction i look in. Intrusive thoughts that i do my best to relax, heart palpitations and it doesn’t help i’m 21 and 156lbs and can see my heart beating in my chest. I persistently do my best to better myself by staying organized, i want to be a pilot but i don’t know if i’ll pass the medical certification with this going on. Or if it’s even happening at all and i just over examine every little detail about absolutely everything. It’s a hard life but i think it will get better with a better lifestyle and time. Finding a career and becoming more active day to day. No it will not be easy but i did this to myself.