Help-Me-Heal

The only thing about silkroad, is that they got that good opium, comes in from spain, fresh off the plant.  Stay away from silkroad if you dont wanna be doing drugs.  man that place gets me jonesin.  especially this time of year when my vendor gots that fresh O.

Has anyone thought of using silk road and bitcoins... to get benzo's when you need them, like a spare stash just in case?  Theres also pharmacyreviewer.com but you gotta get so many liked and helpful posts before you become a senior member and all the legit sites are in the Senior section.

Ive thought about using silk road but dont wanna waste money on bitcoins and then get ripped off, would have to be careful about it.

I guess what im getting at is, has anybody used silk road to buy benzo's or anything else?  and if you did how did it go?  My friend uses it and swears by its legitimacy but i guess it all depends on the buyer you use.  Ill have to admit that site gets me jonesin' that for sure.

I dont know why but i guess im lucky to even be alive.  HPPD is a extremely disorentating burden and can really really hurt .  I have wanted to die this disorder hurts so terribly.  I carry on for family.  Im lucky to have good support.

Clonazepam Can be a life saver, but sometimes the withdrawals are so intense it can put you in a life threatening situation--respect and use this drug with caution but i totally apprieciate the wonderful relief from HPPD that it will give you.  Trails and tracers dissapate, but im warning you, if you wake up without it your going to be in hell back into a permanent trip--that how i feel.  like im on some permanent hellish robotrip.  Ive never come back to reality.  I feel like a shell of my former self