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Holy shit. we're hppd twins. My onset date is exactly the same. Mine is from MDMA too. and we have VERY simular symptoms. Shutter vision.. the clear vision. so weird.

Dude!! This is what I have been doing. I have quit telling people of my HPPD, because they think I'm full of shit. It has almost helped in a way, I'm starting to believe its all not real. It's just my "migraines."

But I'm sitting here about to achieve a pretty intense degree.. and I'm not going to let a little self induced mental retardation stop me!! I'm still the same as before.. just different. woops.

You know I was taking a penicillin when I took the MDMA that I believe gave me HPPD.. related? idk.

good luck with the NAD.. sounds interesting.

I have some other weird body symptoms. I had body numbness come on after a three day alcohol binge (lol.) Definitely neck pain, and severe migraines radiating into the neck region. I have been seeing a chiropractor and doing massage, specifically japanese shiatsu.

I myself have not gone to a medical professional to question my hppd symptoms. I know they can't do a damn thing.

I would be careful not to blame everything on HPPD.. you have only had this for 4 months. (I'v had for 3 and a half) I know for me, things have improved. I have heard before to wait 6 months before you seek medical attention.. let things heal a little on their own.

Good luck

LOL, damn hppd.

When my HPPD is bad I actually perfer to go see movies because my brain can process 2D better then real life 3D.

Hi all   I'm a girl from Washington.

I believe that I have some form of HPPD.. I'm three months in.. still an hppd baby.

My symptoms include visual snow, dp/dr. Patterns swim and move, like ceiling tiles will shuffle. I get frame vision, seems to be a rarer symptom for people. I had it BAD for a week, everything was shuttering, picture frame movement. Now I only have it when I look at something for the first time, it will shutter. I have head pressure, tinnitus, numbness in extermeties, and the biggest migraines. I sometimes get this eerie vivid high definition like vision. I also feel very fuzzy headed. Can’t think anymore. Something is clearly wrong with my CNS.

I am really determined not to let this ruin my life. I'm going to continue my studies.. try to keep doing everything I wanted.

I'm just starting to lose hope for recovery.. I feel fried, and I don't think I have the normal HPPD case that gets better.

Anyways. The drugs that caused this for me was a bad string of "molly." I bought from some people I didn't know.. and it had something bad in it that didn't like my chemical balance.

To make things better I exercise, relax, do yoga. I have almost become more social after hppd, I just want to be around people for support. I like to take 5-htp to decrease anxiety and sad feelings. I was taking ginko ( but stopped because I heard it causes headaches), fish oil, multivitamin, and B12.

I guess only time will tell what will happen with me. It is so hard to stay away from alcohol.. I love the bars and my friends. Since my onset my symptoms have been extremely variable. I always tell myself with a bad symptom.. give it ONE WEEK. Usually in one week, things are different.

So theres a little bit about me