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There are plenty companies from India which ship everything worth wide, but yeah, it is risky! Find a vendor, on alibaba.com, but bulk in powder form leviteracetam and discuss the conspiracy of package and add approximately 150-200 dollars for it.

Hello everyone! I have done cerebrolysin injections over 25 times and it really worked out slightly for brain fog, memory and faigue. It works only in intravenous therapy, 40 minutes - 800ml is the best option IMO

I. did i/v injections but it was rather like a short line of these creepy bath salts combined with a hammer thrown in head feeling.

Hello hppd33! Seven days ago I began keppra, it worked out very good for dp/dr which were so severe that made me see world not 2d like many suferrers claim but somehow multidimensional. One pcp hit with combination of 30-35 2c-I snow. And that diminished greatly, by all means, only visual snow doesn't allow to read properly without strong eye tension.

And well, two days ago I started taking piracetam in combination with alpha gpc, vinpocetine, picamilon and the progress is observed already, my visual snow decreased for 15%, cognitive abilities for sure 60-80%( due to Cevs I wasn't focused even to see my father's face, completely blown away). Starbursting, when the picture flickers as there is a straboscope has gone away. Trails are better as well, so as ghosting.

One more strange thing i have noticed is that with the carbs and gluten removed from diet everything gets much better.

Keppra x2 500 mg

Piracetam x3 800 mg

Vinpocetine x3 5mg

Picamilon x2 50mg

Alpha gpc x1 450mg

Don't see many side effects, except the small hypomania during 2 first keppra days, swat hands tiredness sometimes and tolerable insomnia. However after 11-12 hours of daily sleep I consider it a bliss.

So I will go on on this scheme and give an update soon.

Had a few periods all of them were from 1-3 weeks and during that time i felt like klono stopped working, which i consider as a worsening of symptoms. But as well had drastic changes when things became better even than a baseline, but occasional buzz or hard stress and the demons are back...

This feeling is a total crap, short-term memory becomes a collander, everything flows away and i find difficult to understand what people are talking about, feels like u are at the same time in two places, and always force yourself to hppd-reality which causes anxiety and fear. Sometimes it happen on klono, and that is time when things get much worser, cause i find it impossible to put my thoughts in direct order, if they exist, lol.

Guys, be very careful with gabapentin, i used it only for 4 times, each time i"ve noticed almost total loss of visual disturbnaces, which lasted for 2-3 days, but after all, my visuals became a great deal stronger. No other drugs except klono and occasional buzz were used at that time, so that i guess it was the trigger for worsening of symptomps, mental and body load as well =/ Had to increase klono significantly, i"m not even capable of reading texts without it..

Visual, what is your gabapentin dosage and how long do you on it?

In Russia Piracetam is extremely common(it costs 0.05 dollar per pill) , it is prescribed even for headaches, and in my case it helped a lot, and the headache was 100% HPPD-related. Memory boosting is low, but tasks solving become much easier. After a second month on it, the anxiety(yeah, it is a side affect in long-term) in combination with hppd anxiety was overwhelming. Now i am on Klono and thinking about starting Piracetame again with Modafinil and biloba.

My main side effects are loss of memory and depression. For memory I have to write important info down, depression I exercise alot, plus keep busy

odysseus (awesome you got off btw), many get terrible shakes when cutting down, it feels aweful...Take care!

Completely agree with you, memory is a mess, i'am learning three languages and it really works out for shor-term, and may be a little bit for long. With klono may depression become less annoying and doesn't put me really upset. Exercises help a lot, after an hour in a swimming pool i even expirience a great reduction of both visual/mental issues for 2 or 3 hours.

Also quite intersted, has anyone used modafinil? Due to mechanism of its work, it should really help with side effects, but slightly reduce benzos efficiency as well.

Dopamine may repair damaged connecting axons in vegetative and minimally conscious patients

Perhaps we would get better faster if we went into a persistent vegetative state for a while ...

On a more serious note, a neurologist told my primary to try me on amantadine but the latter was too nervous (though the med is mild). Have a new primary now and may try this one later. But have tried other dopamine increasing meds besides levodopa (Sinemet) - requip, selegeline, wellbutrin, and a COMT inhibitor.

At anyrate, the neurologist was familiar with using dopamine agonists for brain injuries. He said, too bad I didn't meet him 2 years earlier (as I already had found this out) and that it is common to use these.

In my country amantadine is used recreatonally as a hallucinongen dissociative, and it is weak NMDA anagonists, which i suppose are harmful for HPPD sufferers.

It is strange, but 25x-NBOMe series didn't affect my hppd very much. The harshest things imo 2c-x, lsd/dox and dissociatives. I have never done xtc, so can tell about it, but many people here mentioned it as a trigger.

Better stay off from DMT, cant even imagine to which levels it can promote HPPD. Tried it, but before hppd. Stims, even coffeine usually make visuals stronger and thought rush unberable. Amphetamines are known for worsening in long-term period, stay off from ritalin. When i am drunk visuals ae stronger, more geometrical, and dp/dr are striking as well.

Cocaine, opiates, benzos and NBOME(somehow) don't affect my HPPD in a bad way. Weed has become less enjoable, only sativa brought a small positive alterations in mood, but i feel sort of dizzy/lazy for day or two after, it doesnt worth it at all. Maybe there is a moderate dr as well, not quite sure .

Occasional blends, lol. Cant smoke weed, panic attacks and dp/dr for a few days after are unbearable.

Too fat.

Most drugs arent but PCP actually is, (lipid soluble or something?) Jamie Foxx actually got spiked with PCP when he was 18 and hes had flashbacks into his 30's...it's also stored in the kidneys i think. Whatever, i try not to think about it. And that datura experience is crazy hahaha i always thought an experience like that was a drug myth, like seeing unicorns on acid.

Oh and i never rolled...i wanted to try it, but im not really a big techno guy, id rather eat 4 grams of shrooms and listen to All Along the Watchtower. But the whole, girls rolling head and gettin nasty scene did have an allure to it.

Belive or not, i got addicted. Even psychically cause all my trips were in a two months period of time.

It's like when you writting a poem, your thougts flow in a wonderful stream and they are all yours, you create it.

But after a pcp its like in a episode in a clockwork orange, where Alex's eyes were streched and he watched thousands bizzare images. You cant close your eyes, and there is an only way - to dissociate in something else, if i just tried to relax and close my eyes a could easily loose ego after that falling "asleep", where i am in a model of some sort of room which is without colours(except one), objects, even geometricless.

So that is what i mean flow - another stream of bizzare and vivid imagination in your head that you should jamm, but you lose your good imagiantion as well. Talking to myself is the only one good thing that blows away from this shit, but it can turn obsessive - and thats bad. You cant see anuthing it like thousands of splashs, faces things, different physics in a second, if there time consists.

Mental rest = stronger DP/DR.

PCP, DOB and 2c-p were the worst thing in my expirience, they were the triggers. PCP turns you into idiot, who can barely connect three phrases into the whole story. HPPD from dissociatives IMO fucks up mental issues much stronger than classical lsd etc. After 1.5 years i feel sort of relief, and trying keep up with life, but this pcp "flow" will stay forever. Total loss of visual imagination bites as well....

In my country, ket is like an baobab in Sahara

My mate's grandpa ha his HPPD from his birth.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Louis_Wain - Look at his later works, this artist probably was suffering from hppd as well.

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2с-p couple expiriences

pcp nearly thirty times

dxm the same

dob -5-6 times

doi - 3

25c-nbome 6 times

2c-i 6-8 times

3 ayahuascas

5-meo-mipt 2

5-meo-dalt -1

lsd dozen of times

mdpv - ??

4fa - 10g

Speed - ??

Shrooms 2 times

Did phentanyl couple times.

Hash and jwh in headexploding amounts.

I prefer reading in front of computer to books as well.

But when i'm reading an amazing book, i forget about my hppd)

I did, mild nootropic effect in light dosages, in a higher, as antixiolitic it didn't affected hppd symptoms in my case.

I use Gingko Biloba as well, find it very helpful for cognitive issues.

Also low dosages of codeine ( 50-70mg) are extremely helpful ( occasionaly of course :-D)

I feel 2-3 day "afterglow" with klono. For visuals and head pressure.

Maybe because haven't got addicted yet.

Dose 1mg at 7-8 am, and feel relived from every symptomp(anxiety, visuals, head pressure/ache, tinnitus dp/dr, musle tension). Even memory somehow getting better, lol.

The only disguisting issue is when trying to sleep, i see visuals, but they are more like pcp stuff etc, rather than psychedelic. Barely remember what i was thinking about 2-3 seconds ago, feel almost tripping. After that hepnoagogia begins, and i usually awaken.

Some herbal supply + doxilamine make things better, but feel quite strange in the morning.

Was thinking about adding 0.5 klono at 5-6pm, but i think it will increase tolerance, it doesnt worth it.

Very difficult to describe situations and remind the details in a conversation.

In china weight-loss drugs sometimes consits of substituted amphetamines/cathinones, they may cause non-visual form of hppd.

HBB, be careful with seroquel. I had been taking it for 5 month 150-250mg, and it pushed hppd to very extreme level. Visuals signficantly increased, dp/dr was unmanagable if i was trying to quit.

Also i took clozapine, but in very thresold dosage.

Now i m on 1mg klono and everything is wonderful, except lack of imagination.

Gonna try some levodopa.