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Started lsd at age of 13 .no parental supervision from this point on.my love for psychedelics exploded.i got into mda,mdma,mushrooms, mescaline the real stuff, peyote, pcp,I shot,snorted, ingested & lsd eyedropper. I'm not glamorizing the toxic sick behavior. I grew up like a wild animal. What a waste of life. I began selling lsd& got busted in 1979 ,went to prison & put on terrorist watch list. My point is I never took psychedelics afterward. Have had hppd for 50 years. I'm 64 now. I still get harassment by feds. If it's not late don't ruin the rest of ur life. Ur brain will torture u till the end.my hppd seems to get worse as. Time goes on. Nice to be,able to share this.it gets lonely.i wish u all the best. Aloha
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So I took some acid about 4 months ago and I've had visual snow and floaters and afterimages ever since. I'm 99% sure this was real lsd as it had no taste or mouth numbing effect, and my friend swallowed the tab and still tripped. I'm not too concerned about the visuals from hppd because I recently became free of all drugs, and my therapist/ own research have told me they will most likely eventually go away. But one thing that bothers me is that reality seems slightly off, Like the way everything kind of looks. It just looks slightly different than It used to, kind of dream like and surreal, but I don't completely feel like I'm in a dream or anything. I'm not sure if this is slight dp/ derealization that is just a part of my hppd, or what is causing this, and if it will go back to normal. And when I'm in a large crowd all the voices sound a little different, like I'm noise sensitive or something. I'm also basically always spaced out and forgetful now, but i can still pass tests and quizzes. If anyone has any idea if this is just a symptom of the hppd, or what, just plz let me know! Thx