jborj653 Posted April 6, 2012 Report Share Posted April 6, 2012 Hey so two months ago i decided to sober up completly. I used to drink and do Ex everyonce and a while (i did it more in highschool). and everything was fine the first three weeks,but then i got a panic attack and overall my anxiety levels were extremely high. Then i noticed some of the weird little visuals like little speckles on the walls when its dark., silver little dots in the sky during the day, halos over lights, after images, weird moving things on walls, and the more i noticed these things the more i started to freak out. It got to the point where i was obbsessing overy every little thing, was constantly anxious, and was convinced that i was developing schizophrenia. Lately the visuals have gotten even worse. The worst part of the day is during the day because i have so much anxiety now and by the time its night time im so tired from all the mental exhaustion that i dont even care about the visuals but honestly its a living hell. Now im even feeling like im in a dream and everything feels so weird. Its hard to hold a conversation with someone, its hard to focus, its pretty much hard to do anything because i just feel like my brain is so foggy. Every damn day feels like a battle to just get to the end of the day. I even saw a psychiatrist and all they did was give me zolaft. I dont know if i wanna take it tho, im just afraid of the side affects. But yeah i guess thats my story. Im only 19 and life is already an ongoing battle. But yeah any tips would be greatly appreciated. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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