Natriy Posted November 27, 2017 Report Share Posted November 27, 2017 Hello! I'm from Russia, sorry for bad english. 18 Year/50kg I use MDA 27octoberr, 170 mg. After 7 hours panic, I can not recognize myself in the mirror. called the doctor, I received 10 mg of phenazepam, and 5 mg of haloperidol. Has overslept some days. all was good. but on November 5, I made the mistake of using 65 micrograms of MDMA, and weed. the next day, all the thoughts in my head were gone, I felt terrible, I thought I was sick. a week later nothing changed, I went to a psychiatrist, I was told that this is depersonalization, and appointed mirtazapine. I ceased to accept it, because visual hallucinations started, the walls somehow breathed, I feel my body two times weaker than usual, as if numb everything. After mirtazapine returned the appetite, before that I forced myself to eat through strength. I feel now that I'm very dull, thoughts in my head if I have, then only about "where did they go? Where are they?". hallucinations continue until now. What can you advise, after all a month has passed, and my condition has not changed much, I feel complete emptiness inside of myself, I have lost all interests, I can not write music any more, I can not do anything .. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jonas133 Posted November 30, 2017 Report Share Posted November 30, 2017 (edited) Try to forget now everything about it, relax and accept it, start doing some new activities, live healthy, try clonazepam maybe it could reduce your halludinations and after some time you will get back full on track. Edited November 30, 2017 by jonas133 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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