Told my mom

[Mr.50's]

well yesterday was my 17th birthday, probably not the best day to do so but u told my mom I have hppd and have had it for 2 years. It was incredibly emotional and she thinks it's mostly a psychological thing and that I don't really know what is wrong with me, but she does believe there is something beyond psychological out of my control and is taking me to a psychiatrist and a neurologist. The psychologist she set me up with apparently knows a lot about hppd, not sure if I believe her but this is the first step in getting treatment and I'm glad I told my mom

[Kellen]

glad to hear that is a big step. she's concerned and wants to help you you're already headed in the right direction and now you have even more support to get you through this.

Also happy belated

[trip into hell]

sounds nice...and you made the right decision...i hope they can help you somehow....all the best

[Mr.50's]

Yes I'm happy I did it but it was really really awkward, and it still is aqward. She is definitely showing support and tells me she loves me all the time but it just feels really aqward to say my brain is fried to my own mom

[trip into hell]

big mistake...youre not fried man..there is no proof that hppd is a disability..maybe its a disturbance but who knows what it really is.

 

and she said she loves you either way so its no reason to be ashamed + you didnt lose your mind..you just percieve reality in another way.